xxroninxx

I haven't updated in such a long time...

I suppose the most notable thing as of late is that I somehow managed to get mixed up with one of the most incrediable girls I've ever met.

Seriously, she's beautiful, smart, sweet, loves to smile, loves to laugh...hell, she can even make /me/ smile, and that's a feat all its own. I'm officially blown away and smitten. No, probably more than smitten. I'm not sure yet, I just know I haven't been so into someone like this in a long time.

But, of course as these things go, there is a problem. This time it comes in the form of a crazy ex-boyfriend. It's, as usual, a complicated situation altogether. With each passing day, I start to figure more and more than I'm going to be ultimately wasting my time, and that i should walk away now before I /really/ get hurt. I'm such a stubborn ass though...I know I'm gonna set myself up.

I swear to God, relationships, love, dating, all that nonsense...it's the equivalent of two people standing face to face with their fists reared back, caught in a perpetual flinch, just waiting to get hit.

You know its coming, you just don't know.

-Ronin