okay sooo.... update...
sooo i went down to nc... tried to make it work out with my ex... only to find out he would change he mind again and say...
" oh, im not so sure about our future anymore"
YEEAH WAY TO GO GENIUS , SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT BEFORE TATTOOING MY NAME ON YOUR CHEST JACKASS!!!
ignorance will become his new best friend.
ANYWAYS... so i was left torn again, and slightly depressed because of an ending. even if I called it off.
i really wanted to see a future with us, even with the past happening, but it could have just been since i was just used to being with him that i looked past all the bad.
all and all i called it off with los.. great guy, love him to death, but he pushed me away with the clingly texts...
i wont explain because its just too much...
and he's way to nice of a person for me to bash...
anywho... been talking to justin... aka Modus...
pretty cool, i might have to say... =] ..... he makes me blush and what not.. but lets not get ahead of our selfs..
gonna go see saosin with him possibly this weekend... EXCITING! =] (cheesin really hard)
i mean what can i say... life is pretty unexpected... but for going through another breakup and its for sure this time... i can't say i was sad to see mike go. maybe for just ending it, and scared to start fresh. But i think 2010 has better things in store for me... new people, new life, new beginnings and just all better things.
ahh who knows, as i always say, who knows...
im a new me.
oh by the way i saw this awesome quote and i thought wow!
"Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives."
sooo i went down to nc... tried to make it work out with my ex... only to find out he would change he mind again and say...
" oh, im not so sure about our future anymore"
YEEAH WAY TO GO GENIUS , SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT BEFORE TATTOOING MY NAME ON YOUR CHEST JACKASS!!!
ignorance will become his new best friend.
ANYWAYS... so i was left torn again, and slightly depressed because of an ending. even if I called it off.
i really wanted to see a future with us, even with the past happening, but it could have just been since i was just used to being with him that i looked past all the bad.
all and all i called it off with los.. great guy, love him to death, but he pushed me away with the clingly texts...
i wont explain because its just too much...
and he's way to nice of a person for me to bash...
anywho... been talking to justin... aka Modus...
pretty cool, i might have to say... =] ..... he makes me blush and what not.. but lets not get ahead of our selfs..
gonna go see saosin with him possibly this weekend... EXCITING! =] (cheesin really hard)
i mean what can i say... life is pretty unexpected... but for going through another breakup and its for sure this time... i can't say i was sad to see mike go. maybe for just ending it, and scared to start fresh. But i think 2010 has better things in store for me... new people, new life, new beginnings and just all better things.
ahh who knows, as i always say, who knows...
im a new me.
oh by the way i saw this awesome quote and i thought wow!
"Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives."
i did hear he's weird and walks around the neighborhood talkin on the phone til 4 am...
haha. +10 points for drea cus she's sweet and beautiful.