I just enjoyed a nice 2.5 min combat shower... I find it funny that i have Internet capabilities in Iraq but
yet a shortage of water...i am bored waiting for my next mission....if i was smoker i would have chained smoked a pack and a half by now.....
i guess i am over my depression rut....for now....i haven't really talked to my wife in a while.....its weird......we do our "hi bye i am alive conversations" more than usual lately......
I need to start writing again
if i am not going to be playing drums again i guess i should start composing some songs....and putting my lyrics on paper.....
i really need a new vanity picture....not that i had one previously.....but still i haven't had the time nor have i had a good hair day..
god i sound gay, i can't wait to go shopping when i get back to the states
correction another fight with the girl the EMO moments keep coming.....am i just this bad with talking to my wife...or what i can't call it...i make sure to end all of my conversations with an "I love you"...
i feel kind of like crying right now....i don't understand why she's so unreasonable sometimes
i guess i will pretend like this is'nt bothering me .....at least in front of my soldiers....god...sometimes...i hope this subsides when we finally see each other after all these months
yet a shortage of water...i am bored waiting for my next mission....if i was smoker i would have chained smoked a pack and a half by now.....
i guess i am over my depression rut....for now....i haven't really talked to my wife in a while.....its weird......we do our "hi bye i am alive conversations" more than usual lately......
I need to start writing again
if i am not going to be playing drums again i guess i should start composing some songs....and putting my lyrics on paper.....
i really need a new vanity picture....not that i had one previously.....but still i haven't had the time nor have i had a good hair day..
god i sound gay, i can't wait to go shopping when i get back to the states
correction another fight with the girl the EMO moments keep coming.....am i just this bad with talking to my wife...or what i can't call it...i make sure to end all of my conversations with an "I love you"...
i feel kind of like crying right now....i don't understand why she's so unreasonable sometimes
i guess i will pretend like this is'nt bothering me .....at least in front of my soldiers....god...sometimes...i hope this subsides when we finally see each other after all these months
Chin up! I'm sure things with your wife are just difficult because of the distance.
If I've learned anything it's that really emotional reunions tend to mask former insecurities and issues. I'm sure once you come home everything will be okay.
You're doing something incredible, and it's totally understandable you're feeling emotional.
Everything'll be alright.
xo