Currently there are two things i know for sure...love is very confusing but in the end worth it ....and i guess i missed out on the heartless bastard classes at man school....still...i hopeful everythigng will be as it should soon.....desire is a strange thing....
what's good for me destroys me it seems...but ohh well if i am headed for destruction i will make sure to...
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aldremech:
It definately is man. No one ever really wants thing to just end, when you start looking at all the things you missed and remembering the good times, there were also the things that made things the way they are now. Chin up, eyes wide open brother. Best of luck to you 
thescarykid:
Yeah, love is a bitch, man.
The dissapointment will begain all over again soon....
i hope i can hold out long enough "SIGH"
i hope i can hold out long enough "SIGH"
the_libertine:
man, I am the incarnation of boredom... I haven't been anywhere except for work. it's been nuts.
how you been? What's this disappointment?
how you been? What's this disappointment?
tunnel_vision:
stay stong man
Inception was so fucking amazing...jesus i loved this movie...i am honestly going to watch it again tommorow
in other news....missing peeps in various place right about now
in other news....missing peeps in various place right about now
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padre:
That's a deal, damn man, I thought you were coming to this one
tunnel_vision:
Mine is ironpeen .... I even use that name as an alias on internet dating sites
I want this week to be over with sooner...i have a PT test tommorow hopefully i can Max it....though i have been feeling under the weather lately.....i kinda want all the suspense to end .....ie her to come back so that way we can end this thing...then again i have my reasons for being happy alone at the moment
Hope my finances are good to...
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tunnel_vision:
Thanks
Do you want to stay in longer ... or head back over as a civilian contractor?
Do you want to stay in longer ... or head back over as a civilian contractor?
chris_sick:
If you haven't yet, give this a shake.
For me it was a last resort, I think he's only got two tracks you can purchase legit.
For me it was a last resort, I think he's only got two tracks you can purchase legit.
things will be what they will be...i can't focus on what i can't control......
i need food like now, also i need a new profile pic...one were i dont take it myself.....trying to find my good angles and such.....
and i was thinking of living SG a couple of months ago...glad i did'nt
i need food like now, also i need a new profile pic...one were i dont take it myself.....trying to find my good angles and such.....
and i was thinking of living SG a couple of months ago...glad i did'nt
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kay:
Sounds like it. Though I suspect we all do, more than we like to admit.
~cheers
~cheers
tovi:
thank you for your sweet comment =]
I am going to make some unwise choices and get fucked up tonight at a bar...i feel horrible without drinking so it should'nt matter if I feel horrible drunk....
this 4th of july hardly felt liberating to me on any level
i have never felt so disconnecting to everything and everyone ......
WTF is wrong with me
this 4th of july hardly felt liberating to me on any level
i have never felt so disconnecting to everything and everyone ......
WTF is wrong with me
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heartbaker:
Be safe. I know the feeling your not alone. I'm always here for you if you need someone to talk to
aldremech:
Keep your head up man. Be safe and let me know if you can make it up this way anytime soon. We can definately chill and shoot the shit.
So today something strange happened....
i got hit on very blantanlty from a young girl while working out......
just to put it out she was very very attactive....and if i did'n have moral barometer i may have had a better night tonight.. but for one she seemed too young for me and two i dont' respond well to compliments most of the time i think...
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i got hit on very blantanlty from a young girl while working out......
just to put it out she was very very attactive....and if i did'n have moral barometer i may have had a better night tonight.. but for one she seemed too young for me and two i dont' respond well to compliments most of the time i think...
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suri:
the homemade Pickle?
I have stopped being forward with men, they never respond well.
I have stopped being forward with men, they never respond well.
walk_this_way:
Hey man!
I have only been up to a half-marathon as well. I'm pretty naturally inclined to running, but I find the longer distances I run, the less prepared I feel for combat sports. It's just to hard to maintain a body type that is competitive in both considering how different they are, and MMA wins in the end for me. What is your strongest part in the Tri?
I have also had some leg issues with running, but for me it is IT bands and hips. My left hip feels like it is totally wrecked at the moment, and it played a big part in my decision to transition away from long distance running.
I hear you about the interval training man! Nothing like it to blast your anaerobic system and get you primed for wrestling! When training MMA, I focus on submission grappling, wrestling, kick boxing and boxing. How about yourself?
I have only been up to a half-marathon as well. I'm pretty naturally inclined to running, but I find the longer distances I run, the less prepared I feel for combat sports. It's just to hard to maintain a body type that is competitive in both considering how different they are, and MMA wins in the end for me. What is your strongest part in the Tri?
I have also had some leg issues with running, but for me it is IT bands and hips. My left hip feels like it is totally wrecked at the moment, and it played a big part in my decision to transition away from long distance running.
I hear you about the interval training man! Nothing like it to blast your anaerobic system and get you primed for wrestling! When training MMA, I focus on submission grappling, wrestling, kick boxing and boxing. How about yourself?
i am feeling better....though I hope it's not fleeting. I think i may need to start talking to someone...i haven't since my brother bernard was killed. I think this might help me become normal.....I am apprehensive to get medicated seeing how this was the answer my parents gave me when i was a child to all my emotinal woes....i try to avoid self medication as...
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thedarkness:
Yeah dude, bought one off of Amazon the other day. Hopefully it gets in soon so I can start to play.
padre:
Yeah, that was sort of the point I was going for.
I love the girls on SG but the majority of them love the really skinny guys...
Very sad actually... For me that is
I love the girls on SG but the majority of them love the really skinny guys...
Very sad actually... For me that is
Fuck what is happening with me.....i keep feeling this crushing depression....it hurts to move almost....it's hard to pay attention at work....i talked to Carina last night and i felt better for a while i have known her for a very long time and she usual can read me but .....this morning i was right back to were i was....i am just scared in a sense....it...
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heartbaker:
I wish I did. I take medication, but that only helps so much
harlet:
Im sorry your going thru a rough time! I hope it gets better!
I had not been truly depressed in a while.... i can't believe my liver survived this weekend.
....fuck it though....i guess i will just have to try again.....
it is said a man learns more from failure than success anyway.....
i guess i'll just have to be positive and keep trying.... besides i am learning i should'nt let my career define me....i think about this...
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....fuck it though....i guess i will just have to try again.....
it is said a man learns more from failure than success anyway.....
i guess i'll just have to be positive and keep trying.... besides i am learning i should'nt let my career define me....i think about this...
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suri:
diets are rough, jenny craig kicks my ass all the time.
That picture makes me hungry too, i may have to make a new blog just to keep me out of the fridge
That picture makes me hungry too, i may have to make a new blog just to keep me out of the fridge
otoki:
I am too.
As for the job issue, sometimes you have to conform to something you don't like so you can have freedom later. Just consider this something you have to go through until you CAN have a job doing what you love.
As for the job issue, sometimes you have to conform to something you don't like so you can have freedom later. Just consider this something you have to go through until you CAN have a job doing what you love.
You ever tried hard at something only to fail over and over again....
i hate being an inadequate human being...
feel like I could run a razor over wrist..... boy i sound ohh so emo....but i hate feeling like a failure.....
i fucking hate my life right now.....ohh well
i am sure this will pass until then..i guess i am making friends with some vicodine...
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i hate being an inadequate human being...
feel like I could run a razor over wrist..... boy i sound ohh so emo....but i hate feeling like a failure.....
i fucking hate my life right now.....ohh well
i am sure this will pass until then..i guess i am making friends with some vicodine...
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carina:
You are too old to be writing teenage-esque blogs like this mister. Put your phone to use if needed.
thedarkness:
Dude, whatever it is, you'll get over it.
So it seems...i'll be living the Single life for at least 3 weeks....my other half went to TX for about a month...
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its strange i forgot what it was like to walk around my house....half naked... and or....use any bathroom in the house and leave the toilet seat up....
the little things
with this also comes some bordom....but i think i'll manage
i'll play...
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its strange i forgot what it was like to walk around my house....half naked... and or....use any bathroom in the house and leave the toilet seat up....
the little things
with this also comes some bordom....but i think i'll manage
i'll play...
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thedarkness:
Dude, sometimes being away from each other does wonders. My wife and I were separated for most of last year. We got back together the beginning of this year and out relationship has been better than it has been in a long while.
One other thing, I read somewhere about you getting a Mad Catz controller.. Is it the SSF4 controller and if it is, how do you like it? I'm thinking on buy one off of Ebay instead of paying an obscene amount for it at Gamestop.
One other thing, I read somewhere about you getting a Mad Catz controller.. Is it the SSF4 controller and if it is, how do you like it? I'm thinking on buy one off of Ebay instead of paying an obscene amount for it at Gamestop.
stinab:
If you are there we will bump its a small place. haha
its a small place. haha