I love her but should i stay with her if she continues to make me feel unfullfilled unhappy...unsupported
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Final Fantasy is uhhh fucking great
it helps pass this 24 hour duty.....
this is yet another reason why i can't afford to be in the Army if i am not killing someone or getting shot at....
without war the military is well would be boring
I am wondering why pictures of my EX bother me so much.....i have'nt talked to this girl in 5...
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it helps pass this 24 hour duty.....
this is yet another reason why i can't afford to be in the Army if i am not killing someone or getting shot at....
without war the military is well would be boring
I am wondering why pictures of my EX bother me so much.....i have'nt talked to this girl in 5...
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merlowe:
OH my such scary talk..killing and getting shot at!! 
sallydollie:
Duty blows. And sounds like a pretty drumset. As for the ex...girls have a way to get under your skin.
So as stated earlier my weekend is shot....
i am so fucking tired and knowing i have a 24hour shift does'nt help....also
i just found out corey haim died which sucks becuase i love 80s movies.....
i wear my goonies shirt as i type this
well i guess the combination of Jack and pills should escourt me to dream land very soon
i am so fucking tired and knowing i have a 24hour shift does'nt help....also
i just found out corey haim died which sucks becuase i love 80s movies.....
i wear my goonies shirt as i type this
well i guess the combination of Jack and pills should escourt me to dream land very soon
So this weekend will suck on the count of my great 24 hour weekend duty....ohh well
it will give chance to finish my warrant packet and work out....i am getting fat seems at least in my opinon ....my neck is getter better thank god so i'll be back in fighting shape in no time...maybe i'll be able to play drums again for longer than 20...
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it will give chance to finish my warrant packet and work out....i am getting fat seems
at least in my opinon ....my neck is getter better thank god so i'll be back in fighting shape in no time...maybe i'll be able to play drums again for longer than 20... Read More
sallydollie:
what kind of drum set to you have? i play a yamaha double bass. and duty blows. im told its pretty damn boring. and im pretty sure that you are not getting fat. 
good luck on the playing drums again soon!!!
good luck on the playing drums again soon!!!
merlowe:
Yes you surely look like you are getting FAT..WTF have you been looking in my mirror cause my mirror lies!!
Now that i have constant access to the internet i really find it hard to justify me using it for anything aside from looking shit up on wikipedia....
Fuck i am bored....and really don't feel like 0440 wake up tommorow ohh well
Fuck i am bored....and really don't feel like 0440 wake up tommorow
ohh wellWell that problem is solved.....
what a boring saturday
what a boring saturday
So me and the wife have'nt had sex in fucking 2 months.....this is pretty weird.....just makes me wonder and also makes me very sad
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azyle:
ahh was like that with my exboyfriend i know how you feel that sucks a lot!! after a while it kind of became a vicious circle ... i hope everything is gonna be fine!
merlowe:
SHITE!! That makes me sad!! Then it makes me mad 
Go in that room and grab her by the back of her hair ..drag her tight ass into the bedroom 
And give it to her WELL!! 
Just a suggestion!!
Then it makes me mad Go in that room and grab her by the back of her hair ..drag her tight ass into the bedroom And give it to her WELL!!
Just a suggestion!!
It seems my neck is getting better thank god.....i can't stand doing nothing for this long ....its fucking driving me crazy......it seems my diet has mantained me well enough though....still i am far from my goal....i am only 24 and feel like i am 40 thanks to all the bullshit the military does to one's body....still it's fun sometimes....
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merlowe:
Ugh I hate oatmeal..I pity da fool!!
Went through my vinyls today......man i have to say.....not ring my on bell .....i have great taste in music.....
i finally get my set from TX today...though with my neck injury i have been told i should'nt play drums for a while....bummer...but i will survive i guess......
it sucks i was going through my old band shirts....it seems i used to have one for every...
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i finally get my set from TX today...though with my neck injury i have been told i should'nt play drums for a while....bummer...but i will survive i guess......
it sucks i was going through my old band shirts....it seems i used to have one for every...
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merlowe:
Oh my vinyls..we have been starting to collect them..better late than never right 
I actually just got Michael Jacksons Thriller the other day !! 
Have a wonderful night..and if you want to pass any of those shirts on to me feel free!!!
I actually just got Michael Jacksons Thriller the other day !! Have a wonderful night..and if you want to pass any of those shirts on to me feel free!!! a very boring day field with bleach episodes spartacus and massive amounts of call of duty...i am a kid and will never grow up it seems.....this month has flown by even more impressive is how fast this year is going by.....maybe this is a good omen.
I really really hate being stationed here...i hope in the end it will make me a better soldier but at the moment i hate having so many bosses...got i can't wait til i make my 6 and fnally get my warrant officer packet picked up
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vortext:
Whats good man? yeah, been dusting off some tracks for my crew ep called Silent City it's kinda a mix of emo/indy/ straight up underground shit! new drum set? jealous man! I'd love a huge kit to smash out on. Seen this genius:
Genius Drum Kid
Genius Drum Kid
wsoxfan:
It's good to meet a fellow Keith Sweat fan. You're right about the babies made while listening to him. No one can mistake him for someone else after hearing the first couple of words of any of his songs.
I see him as not as bland as Luther Vandross or even Barry White, yet not nearly as raunchy as R Kelly. In other words, just the right mix of sex and romance.
I appreciate what you're doing in the service to our country.
I see him as not as bland as Luther Vandross or even Barry White, yet not nearly as raunchy as R Kelly. In other words, just the right mix of sex and romance.
I appreciate what you're doing in the service to our country.
Listening to prince......purple rain is the shit.....
i am not ashamed to admit....though i can't seem to watch this movie without wanting to make love to a women lol.....i guess prince does that to people
i am not ashamed to admit....though i can't seem to watch this movie without wanting to make love to a women lol.....i guess prince does that to people
poolboy6:
Heh. I was at a Faith No More concert in Philly about 15 years ago. On the "Upocoming Concerts" wall was a concert with Barry White and Gerald LeVert. I thought to myself, "Self, a whole lot of babies are getting made that night."
Oh and as for your journal: my knee-jerk reaction is "no" but I don't know what's going on. In the end you have to decide if this is temporary unhappiness or something deeper than that.