Jake is moving here.
Why am I not happier?
I don't know what the Hell is wrong with me?
Suddenly I'm scared as Hell.
Scared of losing him.
Like he'll instantly not want me anymore.
Like I'll scare him away.
I don't want to lose another one.
Maybe I need to go ahead and detach myself now and save myself more heartache?
No....
I'm paranoid....
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Why am I not happier?
I don't know what the Hell is wrong with me?
Suddenly I'm scared as Hell.
Scared of losing him.
Like he'll instantly not want me anymore.
Like I'll scare him away.
I don't want to lose another one.
Maybe I need to go ahead and detach myself now and save myself more heartache?
No....
I'm paranoid....
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deadman69:
i live near pittsburgh...
nikonphoto80:
That is great news, why would he leave you, if it wasnt for you he wouldnt even be moving there, I dont see how any real man could not love you. could you take him to Pittsburgh with you. you have got to do what is best for you, I hope what ever you decide to do will be the best thing for you.
nikonphoto80:
He looks really high LOL.
Im so sorry, I know how much you like him, if you really like him and he really likes you maybe some day soon it will work out.
Its not your fault, you cant help who you fall in love with.
Im so sorry, I know how much you like him, if you really like him and he really likes you maybe some day soon it will work out.
Its not your fault, you cant help who you fall in love with.
Not as broke as I was before, but still - not doing so awesome in that department. I really want to get my car paid off asap so I can quit this stupid ass job and look on to going to Pittsburgh in July.
Bleh.
I haven't heard from Jake since the 23rd. I'm sure he's doing his best (I wonder what he IS doing...)...
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Bleh.
I haven't heard from Jake since the 23rd. I'm sure he's doing his best (I wonder what he IS doing...)...
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nikonphoto80:
Im still really broke but I do have a job so I hope it gets better.
I hope he calls you soon; I dont want you to be sad any more. I know what you are saying.
I hope you have a good birthday, I will try to remember, but it is very hard, that is a long time away.
I hope he calls you soon; I dont want you to be sad any more. I know what you are saying.
I hope you have a good birthday, I will try to remember, but it is very hard, that is a long time away.
pureevull:
i kind of know what you are saying i believe in something like that because otherwise the world is too cold not to
Fuck being broke.
On the other hand, tomorrow is the first of April. Which is also going to be one of the most awesome months fucking ever. Why? Because, it's warm weather. And my birth month. And I'm getting my nape piercing on the 22nd.
Hells yeah.
But right now, fuck being broke and fucking rain.
Yes, I am still alive, just nothing to say...
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On the other hand, tomorrow is the first of April. Which is also going to be one of the most awesome months fucking ever. Why? Because, it's warm weather. And my birth month. And I'm getting my nape piercing on the 22nd.
Hells yeah.
But right now, fuck being broke and fucking rain.
Yes, I am still alive, just nothing to say...
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deadman69:
i feel ya on the rain and broke but i dont know what a nape is 
nikonphoto80:
i know how you feel, Im always broke and in lots of debt and its raining here to.
when were you born?
when were you born?
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pureevull:
i dont know why but that pic of you with short hair wow 
benjib:
nice painting
I talked to Jake for a whole hour tonight and my heart my heart my heart is in the sky is in the sky is in the sky...
I could cry tears of happiness right now.
He said he missed me.
He said I made him feel so good.
He said he's never felt that way about someone.
He said he missed me.
He said...
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I could cry tears of happiness right now.
He said he missed me.
He said I made him feel so good.
He said he's never felt that way about someone.
He said he missed me.
He said...
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nikonphoto80:
Im so happy for you, it makes me happy to see you happy. 
Another "set up" or "blind date" gone wrong.
Argh.
I'm so horribly unlucky with men.
Argh.
I'm so horribly unlucky with men.
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benjib:
Dating sucks a whole lot...you'll find someone though.
kemicalphuture:
JUST DONT PAY FOR ANYTHING! 
Well, good news.
Sort of.
I logged on my yahoo the other day, just to check up on it - since it is the only contact I have with Jake. He is never online at all though, I haven't spoken with him in nearly three months. I decided to leave him a message, since yahoo the lovely little device allows you to IM people even...
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Sort of.
I logged on my yahoo the other day, just to check up on it - since it is the only contact I have with Jake. He is never online at all though, I haven't spoken with him in nearly three months. I decided to leave him a message, since yahoo the lovely little device allows you to IM people even...
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kemicalphuture:
LOVE STINKS.
mr_rick:
i am soliciting opinions...if you get a chance, stop by my journal and give me your opinion on my delima. it will be much appreciated and i need some serious help!
rick
rick
Hooray for tax refunds.
Oh, and volunteering at the museum. I went over there today, and it was totally awesome. I helped prepare food for a reception after a concert that was being held, which was pretty fun. We made chocolate covered strawberries
. Next time I might get to help unpack an exhibit, which I am REALLY excited about.
I've been in a pretty...
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Oh, and volunteering at the museum. I went over there today, and it was totally awesome. I helped prepare food for a reception after a concert that was being held, which was pretty fun. We made chocolate covered strawberries
. Next time I might get to help unpack an exhibit, which I am REALLY excited about.
I've been in a pretty...
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kemicalphuture:
SHIT!
I GOTTA DO MY TAXES!
I GOTTA DO MY TAXES!
presence:
right back atchoo.
dont spend that tax refund all in one place. mine seems to always disappear quicker than ..uhhhh...i dunno..something that disappears really quick.
dont spend that tax refund all in one place. mine seems to always disappear quicker than ..uhhhh...i dunno..something that disappears really quick.
Alright, I've got a huge research paper due in three to four weeks.
I'm doing it on funding of the arts.
So to help my research, I pose a question.
Do you think the US Government should fund the arts? This includes theatre, visual art, dance, music, and more.
The arts.
So if yes, then why?
If no, why?
Let me hear it<3
I'm doing it on funding of the arts.
So to help my research, I pose a question.
Do you think the US Government should fund the arts? This includes theatre, visual art, dance, music, and more.
The arts.
So if yes, then why?
If no, why?
Let me hear it<3
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l7rules:
yes they should fund the arts.
the govt funds hate and greed and should fund something that is positive. everyone enjoys the arts, everyone. it helps people get motivated to go to school and get up in the morning for that matter, many schools cant afford to pay for art or band this shoulndt be a problem. art and music helps people learn its a proven fact. we need more goodness and less lamness
the govt funds hate and greed and should fund something that is positive. everyone enjoys the arts, everyone. it helps people get motivated to go to school and get up in the morning for that matter, many schools cant afford to pay for art or band this shoulndt be a problem. art and music helps people learn its a proven fact. we need more goodness and less lamness
evilandyroth:
of course!
The govt. needs to stop putting all the money into their weapons of mass distraction... to make all the people of the world paranoid about this and that.
If we had massivly funded places... you know... where people, uhh... were learned... we might have a few less ignorant people in the country and even the world... and then mabey some accual progress... and even if it diddn't make anyone any smarter, it might make someone feel smarter... and then they might go on a quest of knowledge... but then again... it is 3:00am and I don't quite know what the hell I'm talkin about.
The govt. needs to stop putting all the money into their weapons of mass distraction... to make all the people of the world paranoid about this and that.
If we had massivly funded places... you know... where people, uhh... were learned... we might have a few less ignorant people in the country and even the world... and then mabey some accual progress... and even if it diddn't make anyone any smarter, it might make someone feel smarter... and then they might go on a quest of knowledge... but then again... it is 3:00am and I don't quite know what the hell I'm talkin about.