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Happy Thanksgiving? It didn't feel much like Thanksgiving this year - just a normal day with a few additional relatives I don't see as often. I'm not complaining - I've started to float through each day with hardly any focus at all, which I consider a good thing knowing the circumstances of what I've been feeling lately. I am not upset anymore, but I am...
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Happy Thanksgiving, yo.

Today has just been a chill kind of day. I woke up at like nine, but I was like fuck you clock I'm sleepin' in today - so I slept until noon.
Pretty much since then I've been hanging around the house listening to music too loud and doing some much needed cleaning.
I don't have any money or gas, so why not? Hah.
I...
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I'm still trying to cope with this gaping hole I've been feeling.
But I can't.
And it's so obvious.
You can tell by looking at me.
How I'm dressed.
How I act.

And I've broken down and told two people in my life about it.
And one understood.
But the other didn't.
That's okay - because I don't expect anyone to.

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I've been reading...
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I really just feel like saying a big fucking fuck you to every single person I know.
I don't fucking care. (Not all you you SG lovelies, you don't count)

That's how I feel.

I guess you could say I've not been in the best of moods.
And I could tell you what it is - sort of - but I don't want to. Because...
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I hate sitting at home alone when it's raining outside.

Love is in the air...
apparently.

At least it seems that way.
Maybe.

Okay.
Every single one of my friends happy with their significant other and then...

there's me.

Blehh.


Fuck love. I really could care less about it anymore. It's not important.

I don't think I mentioned here that I quit my job last Friday?
Yeah - I did.
Got a new job.
Working with Customer service.
But I have to go through four weeks of training, Monday thru Friday.
But at least it's paid training.
And good pay at that.
I started yesterday and man is it boring. Sitting in a classroom like I'm in fucking...
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A lot of my best stories come from parties and alcohol, unfortunately - but I hope no one thinks bad of me for having a little to drink on the weekend.
But last night/this morning was mother fucking insane.

My best friend Chuck (Andrea) celebrated her birthday Friday night.
But I'm just going to give a nice, neat (as I possibly can) summary in the...
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