I found my pants, yes. 
However, I faced the entire next day with a terrible hangover. You have to hate that.
Blah.
I've been fucking up a lot of things lately.
And other things seem to be working out in really weird ways. I like that.
As for relationships?
Boo.
I wanted to call Nathan today. How silly.
I haven't called. Because I'm scared to call him.
I'm afraid he will think I am crazy and not call me back.
We didn't break up on bad terms.
But I dont know how he feels now.
But suddenly I miss him so much and can't stop thinking about him.
I'm trying to pretend it's just because I'm lonely.
To call, or not to call...
Problem is, what the hell do I say?
However, I faced the entire next day with a terrible hangover. You have to hate that.
Blah.
I've been fucking up a lot of things lately.
And other things seem to be working out in really weird ways. I like that.
As for relationships?
Boo.
I wanted to call Nathan today. How silly.
I haven't called. Because I'm scared to call him.
I'm afraid he will think I am crazy and not call me back.
We didn't break up on bad terms.
But I dont know how he feels now.
But suddenly I miss him so much and can't stop thinking about him.
I'm trying to pretend it's just because I'm lonely.
To call, or not to call...
Problem is, what the hell do I say?
What have you been fucking up? at least some stuff is going good and that kind of cancels the bad stuff.
Well if you want to call him then call him, just tell him you wanted to see how he was going.