xrellyx

life as i know it.

- being single for the first time in a year
- being broken up with over msn. LAME!
- getting ditched by someone you would trust with your life
- going to see him, being put in a vulnerable position, told you're loved, and then having to leave because apparently he had no intentions of taking you back. ouch.
+ hot tub hangouts til 5am
- passing out on the floor due to lack of food
+ being held by someone who you know truely cares
+ not sleeping til almost 10am, and loving every minute of it
- waking up at 12am to go home
- talking to him and getting so upset you scare yourself
- crying yourself to sleep at 3:30 in the afternoon
+ being woken up by daddy with a present
+ your family actually caring that you're hurt
- not being able to eat family dinner because you know it'll make you sick all over again
+ hangouts with the best friends in the entire world
+ filming videos of singing to the dirty dancing soundtrack
+ cigarettes and hugs
- class
- karaoke at the pub during break
- class
+ coffee with someone you haven't seen in a while
+ jack's mannequin

thus ends my recap of the past 2 days.