bryte

i'd say it's amazing how much i've changed in 2 years -

but it isn't really.

i cringe when i read back on old blogs.
it's like a car wreck, though; i can't look away.

my backyard is abuzz with busy worker types. we're finally getting the deck, after a month of planning, and a month on the waiting list. it's supposed to be done by sunday, and the hot tub's supposed to be here on friday. i really don't care too much about the deck, but deck means hot tub. so, i'm stoked.

my hair's pretty... awkward. i don't...
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sg looks beautiful.
i love it.

i'd renew my membership simply because of the new layout.
i'm such an internet nerd.



i'm not sure why i haven't been updating. so much has been happening lately. i've got one more week of bartending school, and then i go jobhunting! i'm excited. i fucking adore it. let's hope the novelty doesn't wear off too fast.

hmm,
ps....
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you know, i really wish that i liked wine.
it seems so... me. i don't know how to explain.

my dad took me out for coffee/dinner/drinks tonight. we discussed. he congratulated. i drank very pink drinks. we ran into the ex-jehovah's witnesses from our old neighbourhood. they recognized me... 13 years later.

he's taking me seriously.
everyone is. i'm a little surprised,
and...
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my uterus and i are not on speaking terms today.
not that we've ever spoken, but if it suddenly decided to spark a conversation -

no fucking way.



erhg dshafoidhg ekhdcr fgherfeGA ~~!!!!

last night was wonderfully random.
i live for nights like that.
this morning was great, too.

... this whole month has been great.



going through old photos, we noticed that my brother continually posed in a very Sieg Heil!-ish fashion when he was around 4 years old.

it's creepy.

and he's still creepy. he recites megadeth lyrics, under his breath, really late at night...
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oh god,
oh god...
if you get a soy green tea latte from starbucks -
don't let it sit for a week.
or... do, and see what happens ;P
eugggghhh.


i want to go back to 108 and dance to shitty euro.
i love.


i also want avocado maki, and some racerback tank tops. i'm done school. yesterday morning was hectic. easter was pretty shitty....
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i've never been this embarassed in my entire life.
yesterday i didn't eat, and then drank way too much...

then i proceeded to meet jess' sister and best friends.

and because throwing up and crying in the rain, behind a bar, wasn't bad enough -
this morning i threw up all over myself, in jess' car, on the ride home.

at least i have the...
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i just realized that over half the times i've written -
have been about not writing.

sometimes i wish i wasn't so lame...

but then i'd never have any fun.



the last few weeks have been amazing,
despite a few setbacks.

exams have been shitty. i've still got 2 papers to hand in; hopefully i'll be able to get a doctors note to accompany them....
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god,

i haven't been on here in such a long time.

or...

whatever,
half a month's a long time.




i'll come back and edit this once i find a way to word everything.

if i wasn't so medicated,
i'd probably be crying right now.

happy tears, of course.

i can't believe how close i've gotten to so many people in only 5 months.
fuck, i'm ecstatic.

ready;
set;
drink!

today was great.
long, but great.
tomorrow will be great.
everything's fucking great.

i just...
guh. i'm so happy.

and i'm especially looking forward to a certain someone's...
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tonight was fucked up, but wonderful;

4 of my favorite girls,
my favorite boy,
and my favorite place.

there's far too much to write.



maybe i'll spend some time trying to put this into words.
it'll be worth it.