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Got my dvd.

Kind of mad at myself, i was supposed to go to a special candle lit yoga class for human rights day today and i didnt end up going because of all the reasons i should do yoga. I had a relatively rough morning which included cleaning up two cat messes and needing to call my bf in urgency for a ride to work. In it all i had no food, so eating involved munching on whatever junk food people had today, which im thankful for nourishing myself, but sort of wish it didnt involve chips, fries, and munchkins... All which i ate since hot yoga is never fun on an empty belly... And well fuck it, i was hungry.

Anyways. I was passing out on the metro ride home. Guess i should nap and/or take a bath.

Im really fed up with this whole back bullshit. Im literally running out of fume for spending every day off in ergo, and feeling like i got hit by a train after 5 hr work shifts. I want to be better so i can ski and just feel good. I need to relax. I want my life in order, no more of this messyness. I worry a bit that this is what im left with; something that will never be as close to perfect as it should be.