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Dear boys,
Thanks so much for blatantly leading me on right before the new year when we were supposed to be hanging out as "friends." I had no high hopes of getting back together until you'd said the things that you'd said. Then you said "nevermind" and broke my heart again, completely undoing the year's worth of progress I'd made in getting over you in...
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moment:
incredible rant. i'm in the middle of some b.s. too. misery loves company.
jamescrackcorn:
Ditto!
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I haven't really posted much to this thing in a LONG time...I should though.

It's been really rough as far as any personal life is concerned for me, but fuck it, I'm just waiting around until I get some news back from graduate schools regarding my applications. I could end up in any number of places: California College of the Arts in San Francisco, Pacific...
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bud249:
U R A CUTIE1
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nicholascage86:
cute pictures!
nicholascage86:
hey how are you doing?!
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thebigdirty:
Not sure what it was to become so goddamn awesome! But I must say you arent so bad yourself, loving the cheek piercings & chest tat! Not to mention the fact that if someone as "awesome" as me is asking for your friendship, u gotta be pretty sweet!
thebigdirty:
Haha thanks, must say that I would definitely have a lil more respect for you if you had a beard! But beggars cant be choosers. While I'm here, what does a English holdin shoe whore entail as an occupation?? Sounds enjoyable either way!
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Let me tell you. I am so fucking tired of double standards. I went to an all women's college and that shit won't get past me. I'm not trying to date anyone right now, and if you're a guy and I'm hanging out with you and it's really nothing serious, then what the fuck business is it of yours who I sleep with?! I heard...
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hor:

I'm on your side.
odin__odin:
I think once you discriminate between people with style and say people with substance you stop having these kinds of issues.

First - Throw away the dust jacket. Second "you have to read the book" . Then get involved.

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So yeah. The more anxiety that keeps getting brought up by all the weirdness in my relationships (or ex-relationships that are now "just friendships") the more I feel the pull to move somewhere away from all of the nostalgia and sentiment that Pennsylvania holds for me. Even the roads I travel on daily remind me of the trips to the houses I've been to, and...
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I Just had the best time out with a couple of twin brothers from high school at Barnaby's. One of which has a girlfriend, which is cool, and the other I've always noticed this spark of potentiality when it came to dating. I'm just munching on some awesome leftover hamburger helper, watching free radio and preparing to bed. lol It's been agood night and I...
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Philly tattoo convention was wonderful, despite the fight and arrests that happened on Sunday when I was there. Why can't we all just get along in the tattooness? But my main objectives were met, as I went home with an awesome pair of turquoise plugs, and got to talk to Zepp and Delancey at the SG booth. I also saw Sassie wandering around taking photos....
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pawko4b:
Go out and the chest is looking good. Hell yeah tattoo convention in philly next weekend.
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dumped...I've been dumped.

(Honestly it's supposed to have been mutual because we don't get along or whatever, but I totally wasn't ready for it yet.)

First time being truly single since before freshman year in high school.

I hate everyone, really.

If there is an invisible force instilling this kind of hope in people that there's someone that fits them like a precisely cut puzzle...
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johnnyu:

Im sorry to hear about this.... and just after i stumbled across u... read ur blog.... and found u fascinating....

But forget about that, let's try to deal with the now.....
Take a deep breath.... maybe 20- 30....
Here's a back rub to relax u....


And some '60s counterculture stuff to distract u.... Peace!

In the 1960's, young people questioned America's materialism and cultural and political norms, much as they've always done. Seeking a better world, some used music, politics, and alternative lifestyles to create what came to be known as the counterculture. Americans in that era faced many controversial issues-from civil rights, the Vietnam War, nuclear arms, and the environment to drug use, sexual freedom, and nonconformity.
The counterculture lifestyle integrated many of the ideals and indulgences of the time: peace, love, harmony, music, mysticism, and religions outside the Judeo-Christian tradition. Meditation, yoga, and psychedelic drugs were embraced as routes to expanding one's consciousness.

The movement, greeted with enormous publicity and popular interest, contributed to changes in American culture. A willingness to challenge authority, greater social tolerance, the sense that politics is personal, environmental awareness, and changes in attitudes about gender roles, marriage, and child rearing are legacies of the era.

Some children of the sixties counterculture dropped out and left the cities for the countryside to experiment with utopian lifestyles. Away from urban problems and suburban sameness, they built new lives structured around shared political goals, organic farming, community service, and the longing to live simply with one's peers.As part of a spiritual reawakening, some members of the counterculture rejected drug use in favor of mind and spiritual expansion through yoga, meditation, and chanting.

The Woodstock Music and Art Fair made history. It was, depending on one's point of view, four days of generosity, peace, great music, liberation, and expanding consciousness, or four days of self-indulgence, noise, promiscuity, and illegal drug use.

Woodstock enabled thousands of middle-class young people to experience the communal spirit. For the first time, these young people felt empowered by their numbers. Politicians and manufacturers in the music and clothing industries took note of the potential of a growing youth market.A

Americans were moved by the Vietnam War, racial injustice, fear of nuclear annihilation, and the rampant materialism of capitalist society. Many were inspired by leaders such as John F. Kennedy and Martin Luther King Jr. Small groups staged sit-ins at schools, local lunch counters, and other public facilities. Masses gathered in the nation's cities to protest what they saw as America's shortcomings.
Many members of the counterculture saw their own lives as ways to express political and social beliefs. Personal appearance, song lyrics, and the arts were some of the methods used to make both individual and communal statements. Though the specifics of the debates were new, arguments for personal freedom, free speech, and political reform go back to the foundations of American society

Article by Lisa Law

"We are here to make a better world.

No amount of rationalization or blaming can preempt the moment of choice each of us brings to our situation here on this planet. The lesson of the 60's is that people who cared enough to do right could change history.


ps Don't get too down.... ur pixs and ur profile show u have a world of potential.... he musta been an asshole to leave u
meow:
Thanks for the comment on my multi with Bunni in member review! kiss

miao!!