xmilitaryxmikex

Well, I think I have come to a deciding point in my life:

I have become increasingly bored with Suicide Girls and I am choosing not to subscribe anymore. It's not the same site that I joined last year. The girls aren't really that interesting to me anymore. The chicks aren't really that edgy or "punk, goth, hardcore, pinup" or whatever. It seems that just the new girls that get accepted are "normal" looking, have maybe like one or two little shit tattoos or piercings and have the nicest digitally acceptable pictures that Missy and the staff will accept and work with. It just seems like Suicide Girls really has run out of hot chicks and little Timmy is still out to get some more. New Suicide Girls just aren't Suicide enough for me.

Until then, my account expires in October, so I'll just hang out until then and pretty much go through the motions like I've been doing for the past month or two. So in that mean time, you better get closer to me to want to trade IMs, emails and Myspaces. Some of you have my Myspace or AIM, but most of you don't (even though it's down at the bottom of my profile). I've met a few of you and want to meet more of you (but location prevents), and some of you are cool as hell, some just aren't as awesome in person (let's not lie here, I know I'm not as cool as I seem online), and some I just don't quite give two shits about or are on enough to develop any kind of online relationship. No offense to any of you, but there's just so many different types of people and a bunch of naked, tatted up titties are the only thing that we have in common. Just face it, the reality of it all, is that you just can't really get along as much in person as you do online sometimes. Shit happens, I guess, and high expectations always precede reality. Please, don't bother buying me a membership if you care and respect my wishes. I'm already bored enough with paying to see titties. If I wanted that, I'd go to the strip club...

In other news with respect to a normal update:
I've been listening to a lot of Kids Like Us and Blacklisted lately. I've been in this really posi-have fun and gritty-drop D tuning hardcore mood. It's not like I don't like good ol' tough hardcore, but right now I just want to have fun in hardcore and keep it true and not overproduced or overtalented (whatever that means). Hey, the O.G. hardcore bands weren't skilled and schooled musicians, just teenagers who barely picked up an instrument and started playing out pure love for making music and what they believe. Some of those bands are here today, some are just memories and legends.

Oh yeah, I was watching this Date My Mom show and there was lesbian dating going on. This lezzy chick wound up picking this tiny indie-geek-girl because she was "Harry Potter with a vagina"! hahahahahahaha that was the best shit I've heard all day.

And I've come to the conclusion that indie girls don't like hardcore or punk guys, and say they hate emo boys, but aren't indie guys just emo boys who don't look as gay? Oh well, most of them are pretty stuck up about their choice of music and think if you don't kiss Death Cab's or Mellowdrone's ass, you have no taste in good music. They just don't float my boat because in the end a lot of them will die shitting their pants and won't stand up for they believe as a person and defend what they love. They seem reminescent of the college students in the 1960s: rich white kids who are willing to protest any reason presented to them as long as it doesn't require much effort and there's a party at the end. They're a different breed of people I have difficulty getting along with fully.