well, i finally did it~ i filed for divorce. i'm very sad, but it needed to be done.. it won't be finalized til late next month, probably..
i moved out of 'our' apartment, and i'm trying very hard to stay away from him (he attacked me last week), but it's kinda hard to do with a kid. :/
everything else sucks, too, i should mention,...
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i moved out of 'our' apartment, and i'm trying very hard to stay away from him (he attacked me last week), but it's kinda hard to do with a kid. :/
everything else sucks, too, i should mention,...
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i feel really sad lately. It's unfortunate, because i have to be here at work. But i'm all alone, and my depressing thoughts keep intruding. i see my psychiatrist soon, but i don't know what else he can do for me at this point. i'm already on drugs for my bpd (bi~polar disorder) and he upped my zoloft the last time i was there. He...
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lauretta:
A 20 minutes talk wouldn't be enough even if it was your tooth the hurt part! I know, I use to see a therapist (not a psychiatrist but a psychologist) as well.
Try to keep your chin up and be happy you're not relying totally on meds - this means you're getting stronger.
I wish you all the best
Try to keep your chin up and be happy you're not relying totally on meds - this means you're getting stronger.
I wish you all the best
xlyn:
Thank you for your comment.
I would like to see a therapist or psychologist, because at least they let you blab for an hour.. But the last one i saw wanted to send me to rehab (i used to drink a lot). Now i'm not really drinking because i'm too busy working and going to school (on break right now), which is a good thing..
Unfortunately, the pills for my bpd i will have to take forever. :/ i've tried to quit taking any type of meds for my 'mental issues', but then i feel even worse.
Haha, i know i sound all gloom and doom right now, but i really do usually try to focus on the positive!
Thanks again.
I would like to see a therapist or psychologist, because at least they let you blab for an hour.. But the last one i saw wanted to send me to rehab (i used to drink a lot). Now i'm not really drinking because i'm too busy working and going to school (on break right now), which is a good thing..
Unfortunately, the pills for my bpd i will have to take forever. :/ i've tried to quit taking any type of meds for my 'mental issues', but then i feel even worse.
Haha, i know i sound all gloom and doom right now, but i really do usually try to focus on the positive!
Thanks again.
now that i've been looking at this site, i can see which peircings i am going to get!
a lot of these girls have really bad~ass piercings, and it makes me want mooorrree!!
i cannot pierce my face, unfortunately, because my boss would make me take it out anyway.. he's so oldschool.. :/ but that's okay for now, i guess.. i definitely want to get...
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a lot of these girls have really bad~ass piercings, and it makes me want mooorrree!!
i cannot pierce my face, unfortunately, because my boss would make me take it out anyway.. he's so oldschool.. :/ but that's okay for now, i guess.. i definitely want to get...
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Suck it up!!!
you got this...
you got this...
i'm supposed to be writing an essay that's *gasp* due tomorrow, but i figured it couldn't hurt to write a blog, first! haha
lots on my mind, lately, the first matter being.. my boss's creepy friend at work. i work in an office, which was a little hard getting used to at first. The office is okay, i suppose, but my boss and his friend...
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lots on my mind, lately, the first matter being.. my boss's creepy friend at work. i work in an office, which was a little hard getting used to at first. The office is okay, i suppose, but my boss and his friend...
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This is my first blog on this site, although i have been an avid blogger for years!
Just wanted to introduce myself, i guess, although i doubt anyone's actually reading! haha!!
Anyway, that's it for now!
Hello~goodbye!!
Just wanted to introduce myself, i guess, although i doubt anyone's actually reading! haha!!
Anyway, that's it for now!
Hello~goodbye!!
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kollege_boy:
I was reading 