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I don't miss LA.
I don't miss the traffic.
I don't miss the sheer hassle of getting anywhere for any reason.
I don't miss being broke.
I do miss the parties.
I do miss feeling connected.
I do miss the uncertainty.
I do miss everyone I met.

I need to have a fucking drunk as shit party.

Yay... I drive a mini-van for cash.

I dunno, but working a lame-o job like the Kinko's Courier is kinda nice as a change. Kinda relieves some of the pressure and allows me to think more creatively.

Proof positive: I've started dreaming again...

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Is it just me, or is the president just a giant pile of bullshit?

I don't fear the war, I fear...
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perhaps I picked a good time to move back to Tampa...

We are the disenfranchised. We are the swallowed. We are the statistics. We are the many.
Life has slowly deteriorated to a level that no one can believe, and would rather ignore than fight for.
We feel as if our voice is small. Powerless. Useless. Worthless. And it is. We have allowed others to usurp our voice. Our thoughts. Our emotions. Our souls. We have...
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I am officially not the only person having a really good January.

How's your January going?

Tell Me NOW!!

Quick Question:

Is a 26 year old guy too old for an 18 year old girl?

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Well, things are starting to fall into place. I have the car, I have the shelter, and now the job, and possibly a girl. This could be a good year if my head would stop spinning...

Well, I'm slowly re-integrating myself into the Florida life. Still looking for work, but I got my new phone number and I've seen some old friends some more. Still finding places that I remember, and places that have completely changed.
I kind of imagine it as the feeling you get when you come out of a coma, or a long dream (think Rip Van Winkle-type...
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Merry Christmas!
Happy (Belated) Hannukkah!
Happy Kwaanza! (When exactly is this?)

My house is in a shambles, the boxes are piling up...
I think it's starting to settle into my head that I'm actually going... I'm actually getting excited about it.

I'll try to drop another line before I leave town. If not, love to all. See you on the other side. And remember, I'm...
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I need more road trips. I need more randomness in my life. The routines I get myself into constantly threaten my sanity. I need a wild life. A life of confusion and nonconformity. No ties. Nothing holding me back. The ability to up and go anywhere, anytime.

I feel like I've been shutting myself down piece by piece for years. I want to explode. I...
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why am I attracted to the wrong people at the right time and the right people at the absolute worst moment possible?