xenah

I broke up with my boyfriend of three years, we were living together. I just have made up my mind that I want something better. Sure I am not perfect and I probably could learn some tricks to being a better girlfriend but the main reason was our relationship was lacking passion. I want ground shaking love, a guy who is crazy about me. I realized over the last few days that my former boyfriend was just not doing it for me. We went out to lunch, I bought it 40 $, and he did not say a word. I would try to start a conversation with him and he would get annoyed. So we sat there the whole time saying nothing, and he just had this shitty look on his face. I dont like how angry he gets sometimes, and he yells at my cats a lot which is not down with me. Anyways all kinds of little stuff basically so I am going on a new adventure in my life. Am I asking too much? I am worried that all love runs dry and it will fade after a year or so. It seems to be what happens in my relationships. Meh