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I'm having some trouble, not sure what to do anymore. so here is the situation or as I like to call it "The Sitch".

I have been making way to many friend's in reality, which was a bad idea in retrospect since I'm a one on one kind of friend. I can never do the group shenanigans. Not my thing. But I had just gotten out of a 2 year relationship and I realized I spent so much time taking care of my relationship that I ended up not keeping friends. Which I don't feel was my fault since all my friends didn't like hanging out with me and my girlfriend at the time since it made them feel awkward. But I was always with her so there was no chance for those kind of friends.

Anyway what happened is now I have too many friends and most of them I don't like, Unlike avidity, because I can't seem to have fun around them. But I can never turn my back on a friend. If they put in the effort to be my friend the least I can do is return the favor. So now i am juggling my very limited free time with so many people I am getting overwhelmed.

This is my only day off, I had plans to go to the movies with this one friend but she canceled. Then there is another friend that I can never tell if she wants to hang out but it's her birthday so I wanted to offer to hang out. Then I want to go shopping today with avidity for some fresh clothes so my day off is pretty much this kind of situation weekly.

I'm not sure if I should just ask for only weekends of work again so i can catch up on rest and stay steady with school work, or just settle for this kind of situation where school work is a bit rushed, i can't spend a lot of time with friends.

In the words of Winnie The Pooh

Think think think...

I need some honey....

or some hot wings.

I'm gonna go eat.