:update x 8:57pm: i found and bought Bleeding Through's "Portrait Of The Goddess". Its pretty good; a lot more hardcore than their new cd. My hands are SUPER cold right now but its ok, ill live. so anyway im gonna go read my book and watch cops. hope everyones having a good night. ill probably update again.
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runelateralus:
Ah, Cops....is there anything funnier than watching drunken half naked hillbillies get arrested for stupid shit? Now that is what I call entertainment!
mistersatan:
Hello. Sorry it took me so long, but I've had my head up my ass lately. I seem to be better now, though.
i fucking hate people. the only people i dont hate right now are Jessica and people i havent talked to since school got out (such as Melissa and some others). FUCK EVERYONE ELSE. they think they can make plans with me and then dick out on me when some stupid whore calls them. FUCK THAT. no one does that shit to me. thats just fucking...
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scattershot:
hey love makes people do stupid things ... I think shane is right, you do deserve to be mad at him for cancelling plans but as a friend you should understand. HEY!! you can always ditch plans with him to come hang out with me.
scattershot:
yeah but it sounds like your ready to ditch him as a friend over this. I mean I would totally understand if a buddy did that to me, I mean he is in love and totally depressed right now. Unless he handled it like a total jerk and just left without saying anything then I'd be mad too.
my ex boyfriend whom i still love and relize i want to be with now has a girlfriend...merry christmas to me...
+Official Countdown+
117 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, Obsessions
166 days till Atreyus new CD, The Curse
Music: Most Precious Blood - So Typical My Heart
Feeling: like i have no heart
CHRISTMAS!!!
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+Official Countdown+
117 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, Obsessions
166 days till Atreyus new CD, The Curse
Music: Most Precious Blood - So Typical My Heart
Feeling: like i have no heart
CHRISTMAS!!!
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natemc:
exes are annoying, your better off not talking to them at all, worked for me 
rxqueen:
its like that saying...
if you love it, let it free
if it comes back, it was ment to be
...or something ghey like that
becides, i still
ya and thats all that really matters, right?
if you love it, let it free
if it comes back, it was ment to be
...or something ghey like that
becides, i still
ya and thats all that really matters, right?
i just want to tell everyone Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukah, as well as happy/merry Kwanza, Ramadan, and every other winter holiday that i don't know about. I hope everyone has a great holiday!!!
+Official Countdown+
118 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, Obsessions
167 days till Atreyus new CD, The Curse
Music: none
Feeling: happy
CHRISTMAS!!!
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+Official Countdown+
118 days till Eighteen Visions new CD, Obsessions
167 days till Atreyus new CD, The Curse
Music: none
Feeling: happy
CHRISTMAS!!!
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mrsmead:
you seem to be having a good time, so i don't need to wish you happy whatever
regardless, here are some for you!
laters!
regardless, here are some
for you!
laters!
hopesfall:
cool YO, just to let you know, i just took a piss
wow, sorry you all had to witness that... 
angry. anyway, i had a REALLY good time tonight. Shane and i went to my friend Jessica's (not shanes ex fyi) house to watch this lame movie called Black Circle Boys that was filmed in the highschool we all went to (or use to go to). We ended up ordering a pizza, prank calling people, and reading...
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angry. anyway, i had a REALLY good time tonight. Shane and i went to my friend Jessica's (not shanes ex fyi) house to watch this lame movie called Black Circle Boys that was filmed in the highschool we all went to (or use to go to). We ended up ordering a pizza, prank calling people, and reading... Read More
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jasonxstar:
Happy Holidays
hugs and kisses
GPK
hugs and kisses
GPK
ghoulish:
Shane frequently tends to have homosexual tendencies. One day he'll tell you about it out of nowhere, and you'll be freaked out. Because it comes with alot of fucked up stories. Anyway, hope your Xmas is good. Lots of love for you girl.
- Ghoulish
- Ghoulish
guys really make me mad, and its sucks because the majority of my friends are guys...hell their not even friends. Come to think of it, most of them only come around when they want a ride or need a favor from me. The only other guy (not related to me) who has treated me with respect and love was my ex-boyfriend (now friend) Ryan. Hes...
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hopesfall:
calm the fuck down, i am not doing this to intentually piss you off, and who fucking cares what emily did it was 3 years ago, people change, and i am going to keep putting myself through this sit, why cause that is what i do, and there is something about them both that makes me care about them the way i do so i am not just going to push it away, it is not that big of a deal
hopesfall:
whatever YO, i am done talking about this shit, i want to be friends, and go back out with ryan, that fucker loves the shit out of you, jay you are the best friend I have right now, well it is up to you what happens, so do whatever
haha! my mom took my comp in and got my OLD OLD comp back, which is so lame. It runs at 33.3kb and has 1.19 GB's. Oh well it'll hold me over till tomorrow! . Anyway they found that my OS (operating system for you non-nerds) is corrupt so yeah, i told my mom to just buy me XP Pro for christmas .
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. Anyway they found that my OS (operating system for you non-nerds) is corrupt so yeah, i told my mom to just buy me XP Pro for christmas .
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hopesfall:
there is still 2 months
natemc:
Germany?? 
would be fun though, no doubt about it.
would be fun though, no doubt about it. Temp as of 12/19/03 9:40pm : 102.2
Motherfucker! My temp is 100.1 this sucks asshole! Oh well I guess, at least im not vomiting all overyet. On another note, my winter break started today so thisll give me time to get well and then do some much needed catching up in US Super Power (which is a history class). I hope I get better before...
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Motherfucker! My temp is 100.1 this sucks asshole! Oh well I guess, at least im not vomiting all overyet. On another note, my winter break started today so thisll give me time to get well and then do some much needed catching up in US Super Power (which is a history class). I hope I get better before...
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laid_to_rest:
i'm fuckin sick too....ugh... i hate it. i feel like shit... 
So check this out..im at school! Woo hoo!!! Lmao. I wonder how long it will take them to put a ban on SG. Oh well, anyways last night was fucked up! So the night before my moms ex broke into our house so my mom let him stay thinking after she gave him his shit he would leave. That wasnt the case though. Barry told...
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natemc:
thats some fucked up shit, I'll have to see if it makes it into the police beat in the enterprise.
lucille:
Wow, dude. Drama makes the world go round. Is your mommy okay? I'm sorry you had to go through that. Oh, and wet socks suuuuuck!
My soul it screams for you
can you not here it
my arms reach out for you
why cant you take them
my heart burns only for you
can you extinguish it
I love only to be loved by you
why cant you love me too
I long only to be held and care for
why cant it be
am I to die alone and...
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can you not here it
my arms reach out for you
why cant you take them
my heart burns only for you
can you extinguish it
I love only to be loved by you
why cant you love me too
I long only to be held and care for
why cant it be
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hopesfall:
well at least my journals are happy sounding,
lucille:
Why, have a scrabble party, of course! Invite your current crush and impress him with how big your brains are. Guaranteed to get the panties droppin.