well im not at school again because my alarm clock didnt go off..oh well lmao. I just had a dream that ryan and i went to this house that we lived in (i guess) and the landloard lady was talking to us and then ryans all im gonna go shower so im like ok. then this guiy came over..i think it was shane because i was talking to him like we were friends, then i hear something in the bathroom so im like wtf and ryan was having sex with the land lady and so i beat the shit out of her...seriosly that was the coolest dream ever lol. Anyway im gonna try to a time line of ther whole hospital ordeal so here ya go
7:00am 6/9/03 - i was sitting in my car getting ready to head off to school when i get a phone call, it came up as "ryans cell" so i fugred it was him just saying "hi, i love you" and all that. But it wasnt ryan it was Matt, Ryans best friend that he now lives with. i answered my phone and was all "whats up?" matt said "we;re taking ryan to the hospital because hes choking". Im all like "ok well call me when you get there". So i drove off to school not really worrying because i didnt now how serious the whole thing was at that time.
9:00am 6/9/03 - i was sitting in 2nd period when i got a txt message from matt, it said "hes in the ER hes going to be fine" so then i didnt think much about it till around 1:00pm.
1:00-2:00pm 6/0/03 - right after i got my year book i noticed someone had called me, i didnt recognize the number but they left a message so i went out front of my school and called my voicemail. It was Matts mom asking me if i wanted a ride to the hospital because ryan was in the ICU (intensive care unit). about that time i was freaking out and i called her back and told her that i had my moms car and that i was going to go to the hospital myself. she told me how to get there and so i went as fast as i could. i reached the parking lot and parked, and litrally ran up to the 3rd floor where icu is located. i sat in the waiting room for about 5 ninutes and then just started balling. i couldnt do it. i called my mom and told her everything so she told me to come get her, so i did.
3:00 6/9/03 -12:00am 6/10/03 - i got back the the icu and saw ryans mom so she took me down the hall way and asked me if i had ever know ryan to huff paint. i told her "no, ryan never talked about that. I figured he would be totally against it." and then she started telling me everything she knew from the rest of the day. I was in shock. i litrally didnt know what to do because it all sounded like he tried to kill himself. we talked until matt his mom and his g/f got there. matt wanted to see ryan so me his mom and his g/f had to wait in the waiting room. we had a long talk about the events of the day and swapped ideas about ryan and why he would of done this. after a little while everyone but me and linda (ryans mom) had left so we started talking and telling stories until about 6pm. I told her i wanted to stay the whole night there and she told me that it would be fine and that she'd let the doctors know. so from 6:00 to about midnight i watched over ryan and took care of him as best i could with the knowledge that i had. at about midnight my friend shane (hopesfall) called me and i told him everything and he said he wanted to come see ryan so i told him id come pick him up after i asked ryan if he didnt mind. i finally got to shanes house and we talking and bitched about whay ryan would do this because we both love him very much.
1:00 - 2:00am 6/10/03 - Ryan finally woke up at about 1 and we all were talking normaly and i started to wonder if he really had huffed any paint because he he had huffed the amount they told me he did he wouldnt be at all normal. at about 2 shane asked me to take him home so i drove him home and he told me to call him if i needed anything.
2:00am - 3:00am 6/10/03 - after i dropped off shane and got back to the hospital ryan had gone back to sleep so i figured i'd do the same. through out the night i was woken up because they had to keep giving ryan the mucumist stuff.
the next day ryan was moved into a regular room and talked to a shrink. the shrink told him that he thinks it was all a huge accedent. he said that ryan most likely took to many of his sleeping pills and just went nuts.
so thats pretty much the events of the last 3 days..yeah
+shoot me again i aint dead yet+
atreyu
7:00am 6/9/03 - i was sitting in my car getting ready to head off to school when i get a phone call, it came up as "ryans cell" so i fugred it was him just saying "hi, i love you" and all that. But it wasnt ryan it was Matt, Ryans best friend that he now lives with. i answered my phone and was all "whats up?" matt said "we;re taking ryan to the hospital because hes choking". Im all like "ok well call me when you get there". So i drove off to school not really worrying because i didnt now how serious the whole thing was at that time.
9:00am 6/9/03 - i was sitting in 2nd period when i got a txt message from matt, it said "hes in the ER hes going to be fine" so then i didnt think much about it till around 1:00pm.
1:00-2:00pm 6/0/03 - right after i got my year book i noticed someone had called me, i didnt recognize the number but they left a message so i went out front of my school and called my voicemail. It was Matts mom asking me if i wanted a ride to the hospital because ryan was in the ICU (intensive care unit). about that time i was freaking out and i called her back and told her that i had my moms car and that i was going to go to the hospital myself. she told me how to get there and so i went as fast as i could. i reached the parking lot and parked, and litrally ran up to the 3rd floor where icu is located. i sat in the waiting room for about 5 ninutes and then just started balling. i couldnt do it. i called my mom and told her everything so she told me to come get her, so i did.
3:00 6/9/03 -12:00am 6/10/03 - i got back the the icu and saw ryans mom so she took me down the hall way and asked me if i had ever know ryan to huff paint. i told her "no, ryan never talked about that. I figured he would be totally against it." and then she started telling me everything she knew from the rest of the day. I was in shock. i litrally didnt know what to do because it all sounded like he tried to kill himself. we talked until matt his mom and his g/f got there. matt wanted to see ryan so me his mom and his g/f had to wait in the waiting room. we had a long talk about the events of the day and swapped ideas about ryan and why he would of done this. after a little while everyone but me and linda (ryans mom) had left so we started talking and telling stories until about 6pm. I told her i wanted to stay the whole night there and she told me that it would be fine and that she'd let the doctors know. so from 6:00 to about midnight i watched over ryan and took care of him as best i could with the knowledge that i had. at about midnight my friend shane (hopesfall) called me and i told him everything and he said he wanted to come see ryan so i told him id come pick him up after i asked ryan if he didnt mind. i finally got to shanes house and we talking and bitched about whay ryan would do this because we both love him very much.
1:00 - 2:00am 6/10/03 - Ryan finally woke up at about 1 and we all were talking normaly and i started to wonder if he really had huffed any paint because he he had huffed the amount they told me he did he wouldnt be at all normal. at about 2 shane asked me to take him home so i drove him home and he told me to call him if i needed anything.
2:00am - 3:00am 6/10/03 - after i dropped off shane and got back to the hospital ryan had gone back to sleep so i figured i'd do the same. through out the night i was woken up because they had to keep giving ryan the mucumist stuff.
the next day ryan was moved into a regular room and talked to a shrink. the shrink told him that he thinks it was all a huge accedent. he said that ryan most likely took to many of his sleeping pills and just went nuts.
so thats pretty much the events of the last 3 days..yeah
+shoot me again i aint dead yet+
atreyu
I cant believe you spent the whole night by his side. That might just be the most romantic and loyal thing ive ever heard.
Well, the whole ordeal is over now...I think youve earned a weekend filled with relaxation and much playing of the video games.