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Tuesday Nov 09, 2004

Nov 9, 2004
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I'm gonna be staying in a hotel the next couple of days cause my house has termites and we need to get it gassed. I think it'll be like a mini vacation! I hope I'm not still sick in the next few days. I can't seem to kick this throat and cough thing!
Last night was hmm..well...I have a photo project that is a series of pictures that tell a story. So I got everything set(lights, props, etc.) and got my model all ready and tied up, but once I finished tying, she had a breakdown and started crying. It wasn't because I'd hurt her, she just couldn't go through with it. I felt so bad. I had communicated with her the whole time, and asked her if she was ok and she said she was, but that wasn't the case. I untied her of course and let her know that I respected her very much and appreciated the time she had given me. It was very emotional . I just feel very badly about it. frown
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hotpockets:
My strongest empathies wit the whole throat and cough thing. I'm battling it as well. I think it's spreading through the intarweb.

I remember last year, about this time, we had this army of ants invade our apartment; it freaked me out so I called our landlord. They said "Oh don't worry about it, it happens every year, they go away after a while."
Sounds like termites are a little bit more serious.
Nov 10, 2004
trilobyte:
It's good that you feel bad about it. Not that you should, you went far beyond the call of duty in creating a comfortable and safe space from what you describe. There should be more photographers like you.

That said, sorry it didn't work out. Hopefully you'll connect with the right model to make it happen.

odi omnes
Nov 12, 2004

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