ive not heard anything yet group wise....i send a messge to the sg who offered, and im just waiting for her to get back in touch.
i dreamt that me and brian were parents.....to a little girl. she was a toddler but she could talk really really well. really articulate. i kept forgetting to do things tho....like change her nappy, bathe her....feed her.... i was... Read More
You know what that deam meant, deep down you know and so does that man of yours. Take better care of yourself, not just physically either, and stop being so hard on yourself. Beleive you will be a good mum, beleive you will have a beautiful baby soon and beleive that everything will go smoothly...
Everything will work out exactly how you want it to.
some new l.a.m.b watches have finally come in stock on amazon......fuck me they are pretty.
well....ive had a few offers from people who are medically trained, to apply for the group.
the lovely whitewidow applied (shes a paramedic) but she got refused, so another lovely lady who is a midwife in training has told me she may apply. im not giving up on this....or the... Read More
Yeah, we had to throw him out of the bar twice for sitting on the surfaces. He was mincing around asking whether people wanted his photo with them, knob.... total knob. Plus he really took allot of offense a being called Johnny Twohats, turns out he quite likes the Mighty Boosh, lol.
Oh and yes I did see a guy jump off a 6 story NCP car park. I was on a school trip, age 15, to see some adaptation of Shakespeare's 'The Tempest' and a mate and myself snuck out for a quick fag. Round the back of the theatre there was this car park and a few coppers at the bottom with a van and one at the top trying to talk this guy down. It didn't work, he put out his arms and just let himself go. He had chicken dived down, so he landed head first... the most surprising thing was how much blood there was, it literally spurted up the wall by the pavement. One of the coppers at the bottom even had to move out the way of the guy falling and threw up all over the van. In our childish innocence and total shock my friend and I couldn't help ourselves and we laughed out loud. The remaining non-green policemen heard us, I'll never forget the look he gave us both. We instantly cramped up and ran back to the rest of the class.
We never spoke to each other about it ever again. I was always surprised that the police didn't try to follow us, but maybe it was because we were out of uniform for our break (to hide the smoke smell) and had changed back when we returned then gone straight in for the second half. They must of thought we were just a couple of scallies not connected with the theatre.
Sorry that's a bit long for a comment, I don't usually advertise the fact that it happened either... but it's one of those stories I have to tell if I'm asked, I remember every detail of that whole day, weird.
so....the petition thing went down really badly.....ive baisically been told that i cant have my group unless some nurse or someone medically trained owns it. what difference does it make? can they understand the emotional pain more than someone who has been through it? i dont fucking think so.
im soo upset cos i just did what i thought was a good idea and what... Read More
I think its rediculious that they require someone with medical background to have that group. First hand experience is the best way to truly understand and be able to relate with the people you are trying to help. And that way they always feel more comfortable speaking with you. A lot of people who run abuse/trauma groups have no medical experience either, just personal experience. You would have made a great group owner, and I'm sorry to hear that they turned it down.
I dont know, I havnt really looked into it. Theres only one other place that I trust to tattoo me, and they were closed yesterday. I know a girl who works there so Im going to talk to her about it.
they are morphed pictures o me and other people , i found this wierd site...and these are the results. tell me what you think!!! i think the one of me and jennifer lopez is the best one, cos it still looks like me but....a much better one! and its morphed the best.
fucking hell...i posted aload of pics...and they didnt work....so ...im a lazy fuck and cant be arsed doin it all again...so ill post another blog later on tonight. im gonna go do some chores now.
okies so i found this weird site where you morph images of yourself and other pics.
so here are mine...
me and britney
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/126169-PICT0124-and-Britney-Spears?key=a00bfd1fba083bcb1497de5695660ce6"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/a00bfd1fba083bcb1497de5695660ce6/0/126169/PICT0124-and-Britney-Spears.jpeg"></a>
me and nicole from the pussycat dolls
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107643-PICT0124-and-Nicole-Scherzinger?key=e16e2a7fc8813541882e724d5279ac65"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/e16e2a7fc8813541882e724d5279ac65/0/107643/PICT0124-and-Nicole-Scherzinger.jpeg"></a>
me and a lion
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107563-PICT0124-and-Lion?key=0ad8e70562f4d69625c1fbfd204b4bca"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/0ad8e70562f4d69625c1fbfd204b4bca/0/107563/PICT0124-and-Lion.jpeg"></a>
me and marilyn monroe
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107262-PICT0124-and-Marilyn-Monroe?key=de48fd477887a3f6b65b73da93cdaa12"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/de48fd477887a3f6b65b73da93cdaa12/0/107262/PICT0124-and-Marilyn-Monroe.jpeg"></a>
me and neve campbell
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107192-PICT0124-and-Neve-Campbell?key=af5542456406c5eaf9fedba23e215be0"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/af5542456406c5eaf9fedba23e215be0/0/107192/PICT0124-and-Neve-Campbell.jpeg"></a>
me and angelina
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107142-PICT0124-and-Angelina-Jolie?key=43ac2952e2e5e23883447bb7f4b73068"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/43ac2952e2e5e23883447bb7f4b73068/0/107142/PICT0124-and-Angelina-Jolie.jpeg"></a>
me and... Read More
It sounds like your dream was telling you that it's all going to work out ok ,
I have only the best thought's in my heart for you and brian,
Take care !