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sluttygoodgirl:
I guess so!!! smile
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merry:


kiss
kellyjanice:
yah she is way hot...
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i've become hooked on internet checkers!!!!

i didnt even know i had this game. if you have windows XP, chances are you do too. its with solitaire and minsweeper and all those games. but i must warn you, it's highly addictive. eeek
merry:
So I do. However, it can't possibly be as addictive as Tetris for the Palm OS. eeek
mercie:
checkers is cool but i suck at it. i never fucking win.
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she's driving me insane!
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despairfactor:
Then they can just try and guess how to spell it... it will be funny as hell!
shewulf:
Whos driving you insane?!

*Hugs!* kiss
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tangledupinblue:
you know, Irish Doug, following up on erlier journal entry of yours, I wsh there was frinds history feature that had a list of everyyone who once was on your friend list, the date they left, and the reason why

1. Went grey due to bad credit/boredom
2. Went anonymous to outrun the cops
3. Drunkenly erased all their friends
4. Simply just hates me.


Cause today, I can just tell by the configureation of my list someone is gone, and damned if I know who.
fortysix_and_two:
Doug, a good deal of how people see us is how we see ourselves and carry ourselves. I know it sounds canned, and I know it's tough to build some confidence on nothing, but there's a trick I learned.

Fake it.

I have no self-confidence outside of video games, really. But between developing a 'fuck it, I'll try it' mindset and changing how I walk/stand/sit/talk to people, it's made a big difference.

C'mon man, you like TOOL, that's a good start smile
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i've had two friends leave my list and two more go gray over the past couple days.

maybe everyone has finally realized how much i suck.

i knew it all along. how come it took them so long to find out?

*update*

thanks. i didnt really talk to any of the people that are gone anyway, so its probably better this way. i'm just feeling...
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rosemarie:
Hi sweetie. I came by to check on you and see how things were going for you. I wanted to let you know that friends names on your friends list turn grey when their account is about to expire. If they dissapear, alot of the time it is because they have left the site, not you.
And you don't suck.
I think that you are one of the kindest, sweetest, real people around. The world needs more people like you. You have feelings, and a big heart, and you are down to earth and wonderful. I consider you my friend, I really do, so it makes me sad when you are sad, and I hate to hear you put yourself down, but you already know that.
That joy that you felt, that wide-eyed wonder, will come back, you will see. Life is full of times like that, Doug, and you can't lose faith in dreams or in yourself.
I hope that you feel better tomorrow.
I am sending you good wishes.
Your friend,
RoseMarie kiss
fungusboy6:
Try not to be so bummed, Doug. I know, it's easier said than done, but attitude does help. I've really been trying it a lot lately and it seems to help. I'm kinda bummed all the time.

And RoseMarie is totally right (and totally hot, too. Put those together - ouch!). People always are stopping by to leave you comments. That' great! I always look forward to your comments, too.

Relationships will come and go. Here at the site and with the girl. You just have to do your best to maintain the ones that are most important to you. At the same time, realize that most of the time, it isn't something that you did or do. People just have other things that are going on. They're not abandoning you. You're a smart, caring guy - you need to just let them go. When things go really well, they come back!

Better still, a better one comes back!

"Leave the door to your cage open so that your bird might fly home".

Relationship-wise, I always try to remember that. And the positives. Look who DOES come to visit your journal. Look at all the things you do have going for you. You're healthy, smart, you have a job and you're tall. You have no idea what I'd do to be tall...

And it's football season. The Lions are 2-0 and Michigan will beat OSU (which sucks for me) because the Bucks can't buy an offensive TD.

It's all good, Doug. Or at least, it's all ok, and that's, well - ok.

Take care, Doug.
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HAPPY MERCIE DAY!!!!


now go look at her set and tell her how freaking hot she is. biggrin
fungusboy6:
And you're on her friends list, too.

Dammmmmnnnnn, brother.

Good to see you post again.
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ugh, i've been sick all weekend. i woke up friday morning and felt really crappy. all day at work i was sneezing and my nose was running and i think i had a fever, i generally felt like crap, so i went home at lunch. on the way home i bought some dayquil and nyquil, they did seem to do the trick. i felt better...
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fungusboy6:
Glad you finally came back!

Sorry to hear you feel a bit daggy (shitty), but glad your football teams won - even though Michigan really struggled.

I also see the Lions winning more than 5 games, though I doubt they'll make the playoffs. A step in the right direction, anyways.

I hope you feel better soon.

Take care.
mistakesmade:
Stupid sickness ruining dates. I'll kill that virus I tell you. I'll kill it!

kiss
MM
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why is it that i just cant bring myself to update anymore? confused
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lulasunday:
i hardly feel like updating either...

seems like nothing is going on to speak of, i guess that's why.

write when you feel like it...that is all i can advise smile
tangledupinblue:
dude, Hopkins seriously reminds me of Roper. I'm waiting for him to slap the podium with his belt in every press conference. I'm having a party for the fight tomorrow, so come on over if you are in the hood.
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hmm, i havent been updating much lately. and i have no excuse. its not like i've been doing anything different. i've made a few extra phone calls and went out once (hopefully more to come) but its not like these things are everyday. all i can say is i will try harder.

and hopefully tomorrow i will have some updates for you all about any...
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mistakesmade:
HEEEEEEY I'm Irish... and I don't think my ass would fit in my hands confused

kiss
MM
kesey:
Man, Doug, I've finally fucking updated. biggrin