x_doug_x's SuicideGirls Blog

i'm here, but i'm not here.

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doublec:

aww, sweetie, what's wrong....

Nov 6, 2004

johnnyt:

get your ass over to our support group and do some homework! Build your own world. Fuck the way it seems to work. Build your own world - one day, one person, one experience at a time. Like now: write me back - or I'll start a Hug Club group, I swear to god I will!

Nov 6, 2004

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evanx:

Well, you win some and you lose some. Sometimes it's nice to have friends...but other times you really want something more. Don't give up the fight just yet. I'm still rootin' for ya!

Nov 4, 2004

evanx:

Hmmm...OK, but there are more battles to be fought! One day, Doug will be victorious!

Nov 4, 2004

Your words to me just a whisper
Your faces so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the thing's I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i don't...
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sluttygoodgirl:

I'm glad to see you around here again!! Even though you obviously are very sad

Hang in there.......a lame thing to say, but try to do it anyway.

Oct 29, 2004

hophead:

Doug, you're back.

And this reminds me of something in one of my books:

rain falls outside
her tears are inside
a princess outside
drenched on the inside
the rain that falls outside
is hitting her inside
and all that is left
is the rain falling outside.

Happy halloween

Oct 29, 2004

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evanx:

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Oct 28, 2004

merry:

Thank you.

Oct 28, 2004

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rosemarie:

Hi sweetie.

I was just thinking about you tonight.

Oct 22, 2004

mercie:

don't say you hate SG... i take it as a personal insult.

Oct 23, 2004

thanks everyone for the birthday wishes. and thanks for your concern.

holidays sure are rough. although i dont consider my birthday a real holiday.

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tangledupinblue:

funny. I considered it a holiday. We had a party and everything and played the new Dukes of HAzzard game for PS2. BTW ever had a tray jam on the PS2 where thridve door won't open.

Making the Baby Justin Cry. I need to get fight night 2004 in.

The grim reeaper is 6th in the world after clubbing Frazier!

Oct 16, 2004

sluttygoodgirl:

Glad to hear from you with a new journal entry!

I know what you mean about holidays.

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Oct 16, 2004

guess i should clear things up.

i'm done here. my account doesnt run out til march so leave a comment if you must, i might stop in to see it, but i cant make any promises.

i am in a really bad place right now, i dont want to talk about it. who am i kidding, i've been in a really bad place for years,...
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fungusboy6:

Happy Birthday Doug!

Oct 14, 2004

shewulf:

Awe thats terrible that your going to leave, but I'm sure you have your reasons and I hope that things get better for you. I will miss you and so will alot of other people.

Happy belated birthday!!

Oct 15, 2004

and just like that, its over.

i left and didnt say why.

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hophead:

Whoa. You changed your profile in a big way. You sound completely depressed. I wish i was good at cheering people up, but im not. I had a long depressed period in my life that luckly is over. Things do get better.

Oct 11, 2004

sluttygoodgirl:

What happened? What did you leave? Email me through my contact page if it's too personal to post..... Hang in there.

Oct 11, 2004

i think i'm gonna try to take a break for a while.

maybe i'll be back.

sluttygoodgirl:

We will miss you!

Oct 7, 2004

evanx:

It seems to me like you HAVE been taking a break lately...

Oct 7, 2004

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