i've had two friends leave my list and two more go gray over the past couple days.
maybe everyone has finally realized how much i suck.
i knew it all along. how come it took them so long to find out?
*update*
thanks. i didnt really talk to any of the people that are gone anyway, so its probably better this way. i'm just feeling really down lately, i get this way quite often. although its been a while. but usually when that happens, the down time is much worse.
but i just dont take rejection well at all, and the people leaving kinda bummed me out. and i have absolutely no idea whats going on with my potential relationship. deep down i dont think its gonna work out, i dont think she likes me all that much. but, like so many people have told me, how can i expect others to like me when i dont like myself?
maybe everyone has finally realized how much i suck.
i knew it all along. how come it took them so long to find out?
*update*
thanks. i didnt really talk to any of the people that are gone anyway, so its probably better this way. i'm just feeling really down lately, i get this way quite often. although its been a while. but usually when that happens, the down time is much worse.
but i just dont take rejection well at all, and the people leaving kinda bummed me out. and i have absolutely no idea whats going on with my potential relationship. deep down i dont think its gonna work out, i dont think she likes me all that much. but, like so many people have told me, how can i expect others to like me when i dont like myself?
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And you don't suck.
I think that you are one of the kindest, sweetest, real people around. The world needs more people like you. You have feelings, and a big heart, and you are down to earth and wonderful. I consider you my friend, I really do, so it makes me sad when you are sad, and I hate to hear you put yourself down, but you already know that.
That joy that you felt, that wide-eyed wonder, will come back, you will see. Life is full of times like that, Doug, and you can't lose faith in dreams or in yourself.
I hope that you feel better tomorrow.
I am sending you good wishes.
Your friend,
RoseMarie
And RoseMarie is totally right (and totally hot, too. Put those together - ouch!). People always are stopping by to leave you comments. That' great! I always look forward to your comments, too.
Relationships will come and go. Here at the site and with the girl. You just have to do your best to maintain the ones that are most important to you. At the same time, realize that most of the time, it isn't something that you did or do. People just have other things that are going on. They're not abandoning you. You're a smart, caring guy - you need to just let them go. When things go really well, they come back!
Better still, a better one comes back!
"Leave the door to your cage open so that your bird might fly home".
Relationship-wise, I always try to remember that. And the positives. Look who DOES come to visit your journal. Look at all the things you do have going for you. You're healthy, smart, you have a job and you're tall. You have no idea what I'd do to be tall...
And it's football season. The Lions are 2-0 and Michigan will beat OSU (which sucks for me) because the Bucks can't buy an offensive TD.
It's all good, Doug. Or at least, it's all ok, and that's, well - ok.
Take care, Doug.