x_doug_x

i've noticed alot of people letting their accounts expire or 'taking a break' from the site lately. belive me, i'm not knocking them. it seems like a good idea. i just know i could never pull it off. i would always come crawling back. at least here people seem to like me. although i'm not exactly sure why. guess i just come off better on paper, or a computer screen, than i do in real life.


i'm just really at a loss lately. lonely and depressed is a huge understatement for my current mood.


-------and just an update, of course i'm not planning on leaving or anything. i wish it was just that simple. spend less time of the computer, have better times off of it. it does sound like a great theory, but in the end it all come down to me (or you, or whoever) and what they do with their free time. i know i will continue to waste it, and be a shy, loner who rarely leaves the house.