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the weather here is absolute shit, non stop rain and plenty of fooding around the country.

i've been feeling very low recently and i hate it, i hate seeing my beloved low too, things dont seem to be getting any better for us at work and i have to say i really hope it doesnt affect our home life too much. what the fuck can...
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asdeputas:
your profile pic reminds me of anthony from the red hot chili peppers!
xalicex:
im sorry. i know i really put you through it. sometimes i take advantage of the fact that i know your there for me, so i rarely stop to think about how much weight im putting on your shoulders.

im trying baby. xxx
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i wathced Some like it hot lastnight, i just couldnt help but notice Marilyn Monroes big bouncing breasts, what joy.

a little while ago i joine the pen pals group, now christmas is over i think its time to get writing to people and hope to get replies, i havent had any letters yet frown

ive decided that this year i want to try to do...
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zombie_nirbhao:
I sent you a letter today!

it took me about a week to even open letters that I got. I wasn't kidding about the anxiety.

I hope you can be happier this year, too. and I hope Alice gets through her toughness tougher.

thank you for your sympathy. I've known and adored the kid for the past seven years of his life. we all knew he wouldn't live forever, but that doesn't make it any easier.
brightredscream:
I'm feeling a lot better smile
Thank you!
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ok so the new year has now started

i just have to say that i am soooooooo looking forward to iron Maiden at Twickenham in July

now a little message to xkillerx

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

i am here for you anytime, i love you soooo much and i want to marry you
you totaly mean the world to me

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applejax:
Merry New Year to you too!
chomper:
Whooooohooo for Iron Maiden Apparantley Avenged Sevenfold are supporting i'm gonna be there biggrin

I really wish you all the happiness in the world kiss kiss kiss
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Happy new year to everyone

to my Alice i hope the next year brings us happiness

i wish to again thank you all for your kind comments, i was very touched by the comments, particularly from those of you who are new friends to me, it meant a lot.
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imyourgodnow:
happy new year pal hope you have a good one
xalicex:
kiss kiss kiss

thanks for all the cuddles last night
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i want to thank you all for your kind words and understanding, it means a lot to me to read what you all left for me.

As you know christmas day Alice and I released a balloon in memory of our loss, we drove to the North York Moors and let go of a balloon for us and one on behalf of my parents, it...
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zombie_nirbhao:
smile
riz:
Hopefully the publishers will feel the same way. wink
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as christmas approaches things get harder as the days go by, those of you who know me will know that last christmas day Alice had a miscarriage, it totaly broke my heart and was the hardest things i have ever had to go through
this christmas day we are going to drive to the yorkshire moors and release a balloon in memory of our loss,...
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gujsel:
hey my friend i hope you have a
julie:
Do you like my new set?
It`s hopefull frown
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ok so ive not written a proper blog for a while now, i know im a lazy git
anyway i thought it was time i try to write something, i have recently joined the pen pal group and i am looking forward to writing to new people and hopefuly making new friends

a couple of weeks ago i bought tickets to go and see Iron...
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brightredscream:
It's pretty damn good isn't it?
They're a Canadian band biggrin
morie:
Dude, if I had any left, I'd totally send you some...they'd probably arrive in little pieces thanks to the postal service, but they would be tasty crumbs!
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i never seem to know what to write here these days, guess that makes me a boring git hey

but anyway hello to one and all
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gujsel:
....oh . the days first the christmas ...are always boring ....for me ...thx for your cute comment ....oh i love london ..is the my prefererr city ..and when i can... i like return there wink
morie:
I work as an interior design consultant and furniture salesperson. It's fun most days, but there's still a lot I don't know. I'm relatively new.
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just wanted to say hello to everyone



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applejax:
It'd help a lot if it wasn't so bloody cold here in the winter. Makes it hard to shoot outside!!!
chomper:
Your welcome hun Enjoy the gig lol biggrin
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ive not been here for a while cos our laptop decided to give up the ghost and not work for us at all, we now have a new computer and are back online at last

it seems my brother got married at the start of this month, i didnt go because he was having his wedding in some posh place and had told me if...
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xalicex:
hey lover.....its good having you around all day. it means i never have to deal with that twang of pain in my belly when youre apart from me...."i always panic when im left...."
12angrybadgers:
Sorry to hear about the nastiness with your brother. That sucks. Hope work is going well for you.
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i have 2 older brothers, i dont speak to either of them and one of them i have not spoken to for quite a few years, any how he rang me up the other day to tell me he is getting married in November, this i already knew thanks to my mother, i didnt expect an invite as the reception is being held in the...
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marcr:
Don't panic dude, you were right to blow off the wedding IMO, nobody should ask you to be who you are not, especially family.
xalicex:
well you know what i think of your brothers.....


i wanna say this to them....

and bring these guys along with me when i do...


i love you baby, you rock my world

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today was my last day at work, i should have finished tomorrow but i walked out today, i start working for alices dad soon not sure how its going to work out but i am quite looking forward to it in one way

cant think of anything else to say, but then im sure you dont all want to hear what i have to say...
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xalicex:
kiss im looking forward to having you around all day
12angrybadgers:
Congrats on finishing up work, man! What will you be doing in your new job?