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So, officially...

life fucking hates me.

My life is falling into shambles.

I'm stressed to the max.
I hate how I look
how I think
what I am

My fucking car is being a whore. I don't know what's wrong with it and I don't have the money to find out.

I hate my job.

It makes me even more upset that I'm being such...
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presence:
blush that would be nice
hmm..ohio isnt that far kiss
agata:
heya honey smile im ok. r u?

u sound pretty down frown

well, sending u hugs smile

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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And he was and still is so-fucking-beautiful.

Get out of my head.
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presence:
I hate that.
I have a couple girls from the past i wish i could just get out of my head forever.
pureevull:
it is amazing how they use beauty to hide the evil that they can do
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I hate when I come home after a long night...
and I get that horrible, alone, melancholic feeling.
Where you wish you were writing some epic poem
Or someone was holding you and everything was still and silent...
Where everything makes no sense
and thinking about tomorrow is out of the question
because thinking about right now is a little too hard...

A big hole...
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s_eldorado:
That's when you pick up the phone silly.
recipeforhate:
Boo!!
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I will treat you well, my sweet angel...
So help me Jesus


Fuck I'm tired.
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daft69996:
THE TOADIES!!! I FUCKING LOVE THAT SONG!
daft69996:
Possum Kingdom
by The Toadies

Make up your mind
Decide to walk with me
Around the lake tonight
Around the lake tonight
By my side
By my side
I'm not gonna lie
I'll not be a gentleman
Behind the boathouseI
'll show you my dark secret
I'm not gonna lie
I want you for mine
My blushing bride
My lover, be my lover yeah...
Don't be afraid
I don't mean to scare you
So help me Jesus
I can promise you
You will stay as beautiful
With dark hair
And soft skin,
forever
Forever
Make up your mind
Make up your mind
And I promise you
I will treat you well
My sweet angel
So help me Jesus
Give it up to me
Give it up to me
Do you wanna be
My angel?
Give it up to me
Give it up to me
Do you wanna be
My angel?
Give it up to me
Give it up to me
Do you wanna be
My angel?!
So help me!
Be my angel
Be my angel
Be my angel
Do you wanna die?
Do you wanna die?
Do you wanna die?
Do you wanna die?
Do you wanna die?
Do you wanna die?
Do you wanna die?
Do you wanna die?
Well, I promise you
I will treat you well
My sweet angel
So help me,
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus
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So I had my transcripts sent to AIP today.
And they contacted me saying as soon as they get my transcripts they will have a admissions committie review my file.
I'm freaking out because I don't want them to make a decision before I visit next month and they see my art.
I got good grades, minus mathematics.. but I did fuck up a few...
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tikki:
You got alot of suport here sweetheart and im sure youll do fine and get accepted.Much love and luck biggrin robot
pureevull:
applying to any school is the most nerve racking thing ever if you go where i think you are going the will accept you (got accepted but went somewer else) dont let them try and sell your stuff wihout you knowing about it it happene to a friend bad things happened (lawers)

this is not a bad place to learn about art but dont sweat it what i saw in your folder looks good
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Beverly Hills, that's where I want to be....
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agata:
lol yeah theyre are all a little random eh? biggrin
pureevull:
with rivers or jethro biggrin
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I'm going to try to take some new pictures within the next few days. I feel like taking pictures. I have the hardcore urge to just start taking photographs like crazy.

I have my car back. My oil pressure is just fine and it appears I don't need a new pump, which is wonderful.

I read this horrible story today about some guy who duct...
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tron4000:
Well, if you need any assistance or direction with your picture takeing,....I am a professional. Let me know. skull
daft69996:
Taking back Sunday is awesome. Love your musical sensibilities!
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I need to be asleep.
I don't feel very good.

My car is in the garage and I won't get it back until tomorrow afternoon. The part I need doesn't come in until morning, and he said if I took the car and brought it back he'd have to charge me twice the labor fee. Meehhh, stupid mechanics.
I miss my car...
I can wait....
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recipeforhate:
kiss kiss kiss
l7rules:
sleep is over rated wink
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Alright, I've got to get this off my chest. I don't know if telling it to a bunch of strangers will do any good, but whatever. We'll see how I feel after. Probably just as bad as I did before.

So last Feburary I met Chris. Online. I met him through one of my blog sites. He lived twenty minutes away - Ironton, Ohio to...
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pureevull:
the burgh aint bad but be carefull of the roads they have a tendency to close at any moment and i do wish you the best
nikonphoto80:
Im sorry about all that. But I dont think there is something wrong with you I think maybe he just wasnt ready at the time and now that he moves away he find some one like you, maybe some day you guys will be together, its not like he is in Columbia or anything. kiss kiss
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I sent my AIP application today. I'm glad that's out of the way - now comes the nervousness of making it in.

My car is sick, it needs a new oil pump, I think. frown

I feel all around shitty, and I know it's my fault. I could change it any time, but why am I having such a terrible time doing so?

I'm gonna go...
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nikonphoto80:
Dont be sad youre a great girl and you are about to have the time of your life in school. I hope your car get better. kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
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Just so you guys know,
Wishing on shooting stars just doesn't work.

*le sigh*
nikonphoto80:
what did you wish for?
agata:
yeah i know...

its all a fuckin con mad
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Forget that unhappy face...
I was just feeling really weird and down.

I'm a bit better now because...
I just finished my Art Institute essay! I'm so relieved. I'm having my friends read it and check for gramatical errors.


<3
nikonphoto80:
That is so great, I bet its the best essay ever; I my self have never been good at writing essays, the only ting I could ever write was stories and poems.