Thursday Dec 01, 2005

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Man, I love my job...
and now I am going to go oil paint.

But I will update with something longer later, I promise.

<3!
nikonphoto80:
why do you love your job, what is it that you do now?
blackmath:
i've always wanted to learn how to work with oils. i've only painted with acrylics because they dry so much faster and i can work overtop of them so much sooner... plus it's expensive to get into them from scratch, ya know? maybe someday i'll luck into some at a yard sale or something and i can try it out, or find someone that will let me play around with theirs for a bit!

Monday Nov 28, 2005

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This is the first time in... a long time - that I haven't been able to sleep.
I have to be up around seven too, but I just can't get myself to sleep. I tried for a while before finally giving up and coming down here to the computer. It doesn't help that I have one of those "alone" feelings where I just want someone...
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nikonphoto80:
I have lots of nights like that!

Be careful, I dont want you to go threw what you went threw last time; I care about you and dont want to see you get hurt!
mr_rick:
hey...just say when and ill take you to dinner. take your mind off things at least for one night. im just minutes away.

rick ARRR!!!

Sunday Nov 27, 2005

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Good news!
I'll be around for one more year.
I bet you're all just so stoked, haha.
'Cause I am. biggrin
nikonphoto80:
biggrin i'm so happy! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

did you ever go look at my photo! wink
bykenzo:
Huzzah! biggrin

Friday Nov 25, 2005

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I had to cancel my account today when I took a look at my checking account after paying my bills.
So sadly, I will not be with you any longer if I put a stop payment on this check.
If the payment has already gone through, than I'll be here for one more year. If not, you guys have been fuckin' awesome. Keep in touch....
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presence:
frown
keep in touch ill miss you around these parts kiss
pureevull:
dont go frown

Thursday Nov 24, 2005

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Happy Thanksgiving? It didn't feel much like Thanksgiving this year - just a normal day with a few additional relatives I don't see as often. I'm not complaining - I've started to float through each day with hardly any focus at all, which I consider a good thing knowing the circumstances of what I've been feeling lately. I am not upset anymore, but I am...
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Sunday Nov 20, 2005

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mr_rick:
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! hope its a great day for you, and you dont get too overstuffed on turkey. LOL smile


rick ARRR!!!

PS i will soooo accept leftovers... smile
pureevull:
cool

Saturday Nov 19, 2005

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Today has just been a chill kind of day. I woke up at like nine, but I was like fuck you clock I'm sleepin' in today - so I slept until noon.
Pretty much since then I've been hanging around the house listening to music too loud and doing some much needed cleaning.
I don't have any money or gas, so why not? Hah.
I...
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nikonphoto80:
I just now got back from up where your at, Im now at my moms house 1 hr away! I just thought you didnt want to hang out with me! Im glad you had a good day !
pureevull:
the grind does suck doesn't it wink

Thursday Nov 17, 2005

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I'm still trying to cope with this gaping hole I've been feeling.
But I can't.
And it's so obvious.
You can tell by looking at me.
How I'm dressed.
How I act.

And I've broken down and told two people in my life about it.
And one understood.
But the other didn't.
That's okay - because I don't expect anyone to.

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I've been reading...
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nikonphoto80:
this one! smile
nikonphoto80:
so i take it that you dont want to hang out! thats ok, i hope you have a good weekend! kiss

Tuesday Nov 15, 2005

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I really just feel like saying a big fucking fuck you to every single person I know.
I don't fucking care. (Not all you you SG lovelies, you don't count)

That's how I feel.

I guess you could say I've not been in the best of moods.
And I could tell you what it is - sort of - but I don't want to. Because...
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mr_rick:
yea..fuck them all.

fuck the fucking fuckers!!

rick ARRR!!!


ps...aint been fucked in so long..forgot how to do it. damn! smile
pureevull:
i probably isn't stupid but i hope it works out

Sunday Nov 13, 2005

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I hate sitting at home alone when it's raining outside.
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presence:
i know i feel the same way ..the rain just adds more emphasis to the alone feeling
nikonphoto80:
are you doing alright? kiss kiss
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