Six hours of work ahead of me and then a phone call to make sure that Jake indeed came in to visit...
I'm praying to God that he did.
With my luck he won't be here, and I'll be fucking disapointed..
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In other news, I finished A Million Little Pieces - amazing, amazing memoir. I will definately be reading James Freys book My Friend...
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I'm praying to God that he did.
With my luck he won't be here, and I'll be fucking disapointed..
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In other news, I finished A Million Little Pieces - amazing, amazing memoir. I will definately be reading James Freys book My Friend...
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I want Saturday to get here sooner.
nikonphoto80:
it will be here soon enough! i hope you guys have fun! 
oracle:
I bet it comes fast...like its tomorrow 
If I could just get my sleeping schedule on track, I'd be okay.
I should work on that...
woo, procrastination.
Jake comes in on Saturday.
Fuckin' rad, I know.
I'm reading like, three books at the same time right now.
Oh, and hopefully there will be new pictures sometime in the future.
<3
I should work on that...
woo, procrastination.
Jake comes in on Saturday.
Fuckin' rad, I know.
I'm reading like, three books at the same time right now.
Oh, and hopefully there will be new pictures sometime in the future.
<3
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presence:
what 3 books are you reading right now out of curiousity...im looking for new read and got barnes and nobles gift certificates.
presence:
the first two are classic..ill have to check out the last one seeing that you have good taste of course
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pureevull:
cool
mr_rick:
WOW! how about that. being told i was too old and creepy to be on someones SG friends list, responding to their journals and being on SG for only one thing, so they deleated me. 
how sad is that?? isnt that what online journals are for? isnt the site promoting just a little bit that "one thing"? ahhh tis life i guess. if anyone else is "creeped" out by me responding to their journals or the fact that im "old" please let me know....
rick
ps ouch!!! that looks painful
how sad is that?? isnt that what online journals are for? isnt the site promoting just a little bit that "one thing"? ahhh tis life i guess. if anyone else is "creeped" out by me responding to their journals or the fact that im "old" please let me know....
rick
ps ouch!!! that looks painful
Happy new year, everyone.
I had a wonderful, drunken night.
Being plastered on New Years - always makes it better.
I have one resolution for this year -
and that is simply
to have fun.
<3!
I had a wonderful, drunken night.
Being plastered on New Years - always makes it better.
I have one resolution for this year -
and that is simply
to have fun.
<3!
nikonphoto80:
I was drunk as a monkey!
Who did you get drunk with?
That is the best one ever!
Who did you get drunk with?
That is the best one ever!
nikonphoto80:
Well that is cool! did you guys do some fun and crazy stuff when you were drunk?
I got drunk, watched movies and made dirty jokes all night, and my friend got on my space and told this girl that I wanted her ass, LOL, not a bad night and not a great night but it was kind of fun!
I got drunk, watched movies and made dirty jokes all night, and my friend got on my space and told this girl that I wanted her ass, LOL, not a bad night and not a great night but it was kind of fun!
So Jake was here up until today, I saw him last night/this morning - rather, we spent from 10pm last night, to 6am this morning with each other.
He left at noon today.
But I'm okay.
I've accepted my situation, finally.
It's tough, but I'm okay.
And besides, when he gets back in a few weeks, the excitment of seeing him with be ten times...
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He left at noon today.
But I'm okay.
I've accepted my situation, finally.
It's tough, but I'm okay.
And besides, when he gets back in a few weeks, the excitment of seeing him with be ten times...
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presence:
I like that dream.
mr_rick:
it's new years eve already, the year has gone so quickly and so many things have happened, some good and some bad.
hope you have a great new years eve!! stay safe and be careful. i look forward to talking with you next year!
{{{{{{{{{{big hugs}}}}}}}}}}
rick
hope you have a great new years eve!! stay safe and be careful. i look forward to talking with you next year!
{{{{{{{{{{big hugs}}}}}}}}}}
rick
I can't really understand what I'm supposed to do.
I'm sorry I've been so vague, but it's best that way.
My heart is being torn at the seams.
I'm sorry I've been so vague, but it's best that way.
My heart is being torn at the seams.
nikonphoto80:
is it the boy that you just started seeing? are you going to be alright? if you need anything let me know! 
is it the boy that you just started seeing? are you going to be alright? if you need anything let me know! I don't get it....
I really, really don't fucking get it.
I really, really don't fucking get it.
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nikonphoto80:
Tell me what you dont get, is something wrong, are you going to be alright?
mr_rick:
i havent gotten it in over 3 years....lol hope that made you laugh.
rick
rick
I got to see Jake tonight, and that fucking made my day.
Just sitting with him in my car holding his hand and staring him in the eyes.
Nothing could have been better.
I even get to see him one more time tomorrow morning before he goes home to Athens.
Of course, my happiness was crushed when I got pulled over for speeding on the...
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Just sitting with him in my car holding his hand and staring him in the eyes.
Nothing could have been better.
I even get to see him one more time tomorrow morning before he goes home to Athens.
Of course, my happiness was crushed when I got pulled over for speeding on the...
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nikonphoto80:
Well Im glad you got to see him on Christmas, and Im glad you had a good time with him! I hope today went even better with him! So what did the cop say to you?
What are you guys going to do when you go away for school?
What are you guys going to do when you go away for school?
vivid:
Merry Late Xmas to you! and thanks so much for the vote!!! =D
nikonphoto80:
i like it alot! 
i like it alot!
nikonphoto80:
PS i just got back from Ashland!
Jake went back to Athens today before I got off work.
He had to leave, and I knew he said that he didn't know if he'd be able to stay another day.
I didn't get to tell him goodbye.
I feel really fucking empty inside.
And God I wish he was coming back sooner.
At least he'll be back..
it's just that two weeks to...
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He had to leave, and I knew he said that he didn't know if he'd be able to stay another day.
I didn't get to tell him goodbye.
I feel really fucking empty inside.
And God I wish he was coming back sooner.
At least he'll be back..
it's just that two weeks to...
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nikonphoto80:
Well Im glad you really like him! But why if you really like him do you feel empty on the inside, shouldnt you be full of joy? Why is he going to be gone for 2 weeks?
presence:
You know i gotta ask for details. 
So I didn't go to Marietta Tuesday night. Because it turns out Chris is a douchebag and I don't know why I keep believing all of his fucking excuses.
It's because I'm a girl.
On the other hand - I met someone amazing.
His name is Jake.
And...
I don't know what else to say other than everything comes to you when you least expect...
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It's because I'm a girl.
On the other hand - I met someone amazing.
His name is Jake.
And...
I don't know what else to say other than everything comes to you when you least expect...
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nikonphoto80:
So what did the douchebag do this time, I hope you have learned your lesson!
So tell me about the new boy, why is he so great? Im glad youre happy and Im glad you have some one that you like that likes you back!
So tell me about the new boy, why is he so great? Im glad youre happy and Im glad you have some one that you like that likes you back!