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so....the petition thing went down really badly.....ive baisically been told that i cant have my group unless some nurse or someone medically trained owns it. what difference does it make? can they understand the emotional pain more than someone who has been through it? i dont fucking think so.

im soo upset cos i just did what i thought was a good idea and what...
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redvillain:
sorry to hear
rawkz:
I think its rediculious that they require someone with medical background to have that group. First hand experience is the best way to truly understand and be able to relate with the people you are trying to help. And that way they always feel more comfortable speaking with you. A lot of people who run abuse/trauma groups have no medical experience either, just personal experience. You would have made a great group owner, and I'm sorry to hear that they turned it down. frown
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so....i got this email today.....

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Hi XkillerX

Your application for the group miscarriage and infant loss has been declined.

The reason for this could be that there is already a group that covers the topic you proposed, or that it wasn't considered suitable for the site.



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getfighted:
I dont know, I havnt really looked into it. Theres only one other place that I trust to tattoo me, and they were closed yesterday. I know a girl who works there so Im going to talk to her about it.
chelsey_girl:
I think a group like that would be wonderful...I agree with Tart. Maybe a petition is the best way to go. I know you would get alot of support.

Hugs times infinity plus one your way kiss
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last night.... i sat there......with a big bunch of pills....and i thought about taking them. frown

i then spent a long time crying my eyes out, and talking to myself. alot of which didnt make sense....i was kinda aware but not at the same time.

why?........my heads a mess....and i cant get help. im desperate for help, but i cant get it. everything around me is...
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ladylovelybrit:
ha HA. blush
kiss
redvillain:
ok
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the drum kit sold for 75 .....not bad!!!

but brians missing it already frown

tonight is sucky for tv....no bams unholy union, no lost, no big brother.

we have done so badly this weekend for food. weve eaten crap stuff. i guess its another starting on monday thing.

earlier on i cut up some strawberries, and poured on a little sugar...and left em in thr fridge...
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nokturn:
Could you get a purely mental drum kit to make up for it?
It could be the Platonic form of drumkits.
tex13:
Those strawberries sound wonderful.
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elisabeta:
Yay I'm glad you like my shoes biggrin

hurray for Paramore...I can't belive how young she is with such an amazing voice! I'm jelous haha! biggrin
tart:
no, i didnt. its what came up when i searched "shot in the head".
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okies ill try the pictures again now.

they are morphed pictures o me and other people , i found this wierd site...and these are the results. tell me what you think!!! i think the one of me and jennifer lopez is the best one, cos it still looks like me but....a much better one! and its morphed the best.

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me and...
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calvin06:
Very interesting pics , I'll have to check that site out smile
J Lopez is the best one !

Take care !
lior:
Yep Paris. Wont be until the end of next year, gotta save my money and decide if I want to travel then study or study then travel...
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fucking hell...i posted aload of pics...and they didnt work....so ...im a lazy fuck and cant be arsed doin it all again...so ill post another blog later on tonight. im gonna go do some chores now.
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xzombiex:
nevermind the chores wheres my cup of tea? hehehehehe
love you sweetheart
get that fucking air wick away from me you know they all fucking hate me tongue
calvin06:
One saturday I made a big blog with the pics and all ,

When I hit enter SG shut down for 2 hours blush

I dont think it was me but it was a hell of a coincidence biggrin

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okies so i found this weird site where you morph images of yourself and other pics.

so here are mine...
me and britney
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/126169-PICT0124-and-Britney-Spears?key=a00bfd1fba083bcb1497de5695660ce6"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/a00bfd1fba083bcb1497de5695660ce6/0/126169/PICT0124-and-Britney-Spears.jpeg"></a>
me and nicole from the pussycat dolls
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107643-PICT0124-and-Nicole-Scherzinger?key=e16e2a7fc8813541882e724d5279ac65"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/e16e2a7fc8813541882e724d5279ac65/0/107643/PICT0124-and-Nicole-Scherzinger.jpeg"></a>
me and a lion
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107563-PICT0124-and-Lion?key=0ad8e70562f4d69625c1fbfd204b4bca"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/0ad8e70562f4d69625c1fbfd204b4bca/0/107563/PICT0124-and-Lion.jpeg"></a>
me and marilyn monroe
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107262-PICT0124-and-Marilyn-Monroe?key=de48fd477887a3f6b65b73da93cdaa12"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/de48fd477887a3f6b65b73da93cdaa12/0/107262/PICT0124-and-Marilyn-Monroe.jpeg"></a>
me and neve campbell
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107192-PICT0124-and-Neve-Campbell?key=af5542456406c5eaf9fedba23e215be0"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/af5542456406c5eaf9fedba23e215be0/0/107192/PICT0124-and-Neve-Campbell.jpeg"></a>
me and angelina
<a href="http://www.morphthing.com/image/107142-PICT0124-and-Angelina-Jolie?key=43ac2952e2e5e23883447bb7f4b73068"><img src="http://www.morphthing.com/showimage/2/43ac2952e2e5e23883447bb7f4b73068/0/107142/PICT0124-and-Angelina-Jolie.jpeg"></a>
me and...
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me and xzombiex went to see head automatica last night. and they were awsome.....BUT......i had to leave early cos i was super duper ill.

i never usually under any circumstances leave a show early, ever especially when its aband who i never thought id get to see....i just wont....but last night i was in soo much pain with my belly. i thought i was gonna...
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chomper:
Thanks babes kiss kiss kiss
gingerninja:
Missed you too daddy, just been taking time out to get my head together, ill get there eventually.

today ive just done nothing all day, watched grease and fame and im gonna watch oceans eleven now.

I just got the urge to post tonight, feel kinda bad ive not been about for you and other people who im friends with on here, so apologies for that.

Catch up tomorrow perhaps?

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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thank for all the nice words from my last blog.....i still havnt lost any weight, even though im still on the diet. but....its defo not my period, its not due till like june the 8th.

anyways ive nt been well....at all....throwing up etc. so....i took a test....it was negative. could be too early to detect the hormone that tells if your pregnant or not.....so ill...
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xzombiex:
BOO!!!!

I LOVE YOU kiss love
jay_blank:
Hey hey! Hope you're feeling better! I totally followed your advice and ditched the celery in favor for a Soul Burger from down the street. 7oz bacon cheeseburger with fried onions and ham on it. It was fukkin good too!

Whatcha have going on this weekend?

PS. Here is a song I can't get out of my head. Enjoy!

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well.....im truly pissed off.

im doing everything i should be doing. ive cut out the crap, and eating smaller portions, and cutting out bad stuff whenever i can...no butter on sandwhiches, no salt etc. im being more active, and more importanly i am resisting the urge to throw up, and fast. ive been trying so damn hard and its been like abattle in my head....ive...
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tart:
you can do it doll.
nicklesanddimes3:
I REALLY respect that you are straight edge. I think thats kick ass.
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most kids get stories read to them when there little.....me...i was placed infront of a speaker, and my mum or dad would put on bands like kansas, still to this day rainmaker is one of my faveourite songs ever, theres nothing else like it. its got classical elements, classic rock, heavy rock, and good old fashioned storytelling lyrics. i think thats why i tend to...
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atticstar:
i read somewhere that the amount of insulin your body produces affects the amount of weight one loses... i can't remember what it said but...some people lose more weight on a low fat diet and others lose more on a low carb diet.

for me....i just need to cut out the junkfoods and exercise...it's really hard though..especially when you are busy and tired.
ra0ul:
you've just got to keep focus. that's where i get weak, i can't always see the bigger picture and i react to the moment. stay focused.

and thanks.