Saturday Oct 28, 2006

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Friday Oct 13, 2006

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"Love's disloyal friendship"

And there I was again
Driving home
watching those white lines
wiz past me
thinking again how wonderful it is
to be within your awe

only this time was different
as i drove
i thought

and as I thought
I had one of those eerie moments
where your so unbelievably honest with yourself
that it becomes an avalanche of truths

you know...
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Sunday Oct 08, 2006

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Its 2am
I write this at work
on the tiny keypad of my sidekick

and I
feeling just as tiny
cant seem to shake the fog
that surrounds my head and my heart

Riddled with the uncertainty of my future
that merely weeks ago
seemed so set for the rest of my life

Trepidation hampers my footsteps
as I walk forward

As I look inside...
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Friday Sep 22, 2006

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Time presses,
and I am ready.
My heart accepts the finality.

Its something I know and accept.
Its something that is right.

For staying feeds pain and misery.
defines by quite desires,
hidden thoughts,
and solitary thoughts of together.

I know where hearts lay,
and where happiness is received.

My mind is made up,
so its time.
Time to just let go.

In reality it...
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Thursday Sep 21, 2006

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I am the best person you NEVER had .. on a daily basis I may never think im good enough but I know that in the deepest regions of my heart that no one can surpass the level at which i am willing to allow myself to love someone ... loving someone has as much to do with how deep you can let them in...
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Sunday Sep 17, 2006

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Its 2am
I write this at work
on the tiny keypad of my sidekick

and I
feeling just as tiny
cant seem to shake the fog
that surrounds my head and my heart

Riddled with the uncertainty of my future
that merely weeks ago
seemed so set for the rest of my life

Trepidation hampers my footsteps
as I walk forward

As I look inside...
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sugar_spice:
I have missed your journal posts. This one seemed very much in line with my mind. So, much of my future is uncertain, but I have to believe I can make it great...with the best me.

Friday Aug 18, 2006

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I wrote this while playing one song over and over and over on repete .. I'm sure you can figure out just which one

God is Amy Lee gorgeous or what ... I love those pants she always wears .. Wynter (SG) has a set that I just adore .. love that style of dress ... drools

ok enough of that

At times it's all...
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kikou:
I got accepted as a model!
OMG, I'm so happy! Read my blog to see pics.
Xoxo,

--Kikou

Thursday Aug 17, 2006

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So good or bad .. please post some comments about the poetry .. do you perfer these or when I put my feelings and thoughts in a more conversational jumbles random paragraph .. id love the feedback

there's alot of things I understand
and there's alot of thins refuse to see
in the cuddle whispers of a scratchy throat
I lay broken and useless
awed...
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sugar_spice:
I say whatever strikes you at the moment....both are an interesting read.

Tuesday Aug 15, 2006

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from the past

We sit and wonder

why

Lost percentages
whisper denial

Yet

If left without desire.
Breathing would become moot,
for life would be obsolete

Meaningless

Wandering minds don`t wanna know.
90% of desires are unattainable.
9% will die a cowards death.
leaving 1% for misguided reasons,
and finally attained wonder.

You`d sooner find the answer to the meaning of life,
High atop a...
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Saturday Aug 12, 2006

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So umm I think I'm weird

I have 57 different versions of the song Somewhere Over the rainbow

57 different people singing it .. from Guns and Roses .. To Eva Cassidy .. Barbara Sterisand to MxPx

I think its from when I was little .. it was one of my moms fav songs and I guess it stuck with me

When Joey was a...
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sugar_spice:
It would be a pity if you stopped expressing yourself. I think you would be surprised at the number of people that read your daily blog, I know that I do and most times I don't comment because the emotion seems so raw and personal that I feel almost like to comment on them would be an intrusion. I am going through lots of stuff and have similar feelings as yourself, however, I don't have the ability to express it as eloquent and poetic. Hang in there and know that we are all reading. Love the pictures of your dogs and the blog about how you take care of them and the way you handle getting them a new home and the continued contacted is admirable.
ontothenext:
I love that song as well.

Your writing is beautiful. You express yourself well, although I wish you didn't feel that way.

Tuesday Aug 08, 2006

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House sale is going good

are there any investment guru's out there ??

I'm going to have a pretty decent cut from the sale and Im not ready to dive in and make a purchase at the moment

A friend of mine at work told me he was advised to put some money in a inuity fund thru prudential

He told me if I just...
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Monday Aug 07, 2006

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im happy .. very happy

a part of me is scared .. scared because she has all of me

all

my thoughts .. my dreams .. my hope .. my heart

especially my heart

i guess just this morning i realized how vulnerable I am because of it

I have never doubted her .. ever

she never gave me a reason too

perhaps its just...
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iggy:
human soup...ewww gross......

funny thing is....i hate hate hate watching horror movies and movies like that....they really disturb me......

I think I like the name Brat.....
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