Hey there, 
Not much going on today... I slept for many hours. ...Was having fun with some amphetamines for a 36 hour period and so I had to catch up on the Zzz's and get some food. It was cool though... I wrote a poem, the one I had posted on here in my last entry. I also made a painting. It's abstract and modern....
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Not much going on today... I slept for many hours. ...Was having fun with some amphetamines for a 36 hour period and so I had to catch up on the Zzz's and get some food. It was cool though... I wrote a poem, the one I had posted on here in my last entry. I also made a painting. It's abstract and modern....
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aspasia:
O amphetamines . . . .
rroma51402:
Hi, Thank you for adding me. I've seen your modeling before. I like it ! A new friend of mine also models there. Look foward to getting to know you. Later Todd 
The Musings Of A Soul Condemned
A ficticious** work of poetry by Natalie Davis-Lojka, AKA, Kikou
Everyday I fight the urge to just disappear and somehow carry on;
I don't have the answers,
I don't know who, how or why;
I am fighting to live;
There is nothing for me in this place, in this time;
The rush of survival will awaken my senses,
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A ficticious** work of poetry by Natalie Davis-Lojka, AKA, Kikou
Everyday I fight the urge to just disappear and somehow carry on;
I don't have the answers,
I don't know who, how or why;
I am fighting to live;
There is nothing for me in this place, in this time;
The rush of survival will awaken my senses,
And...
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ddom:
If you can follow this your whole life then no matter what happens you will have led a life worth living. Not everyone feels that way. Illegitimi Non Carborundum.
aijin:
congrats on getting accepted Ki, i love you.
Hiya,
Today's another day, another dollar. Not too much has been going on. I'm still very happy about my new status at a model (no more details openly published; ask me though and I will inform you about it and where to see the photos). <-- Just making sure that SG doesn't feel that my modelling for a possibly competitive site, therefore, banning my account....
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Today's another day, another dollar. Not too much has been going on. I'm still very happy about my new status at a model (no more details openly published; ask me though and I will inform you about it and where to see the photos). <-- Just making sure that SG doesn't feel that my modelling for a possibly competitive site, therefore, banning my account....
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tubaart:
Make sure you scan that puppy before you frame it and give it away -- we want to see it, too!!! 
BIG NEWS! I GOT ACCEPTED!
I'm a Trashy Kitten! ...http://www.trashykittens.com/ is a copycat site of Suicide Girls. It is not as big and doesn't have as many models or features, however it's growing. Anywho, about a year ago, (as you'll see by the length of my hair), I sent a photoset in to them that had been rejected by SG. They sent me a...
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I'm a Trashy Kitten! ...http://www.trashykittens.com/ is a copycat site of Suicide Girls. It is not as big and doesn't have as many models or features, however it's growing. Anywho, about a year ago, (as you'll see by the length of my hair), I sent a photoset in to them that had been rejected by SG. They sent me a...
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spinhouse247:
Congrats babe, I'm really happy with you. I totally agree with ak on the above fact. The pics look great.
ddom:
Wow, congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You are going to keep up your journal on here, right?
You are going to keep up your journal on here, right?
Hiya!
Life is good and everything's going as it usually does. I'm studying for a test today and just hanging out around the house, cleaning up and stuff. I assume that everything is going to continue as usual with school and daily events, so I won't be blogging everyday. I'll be sure to update my blog pertaining to my arraignment and legal issues as well...
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Life is good and everything's going as it usually does. I'm studying for a test today and just hanging out around the house, cleaning up and stuff. I assume that everything is going to continue as usual with school and daily events, so I won't be blogging everyday. I'll be sure to update my blog pertaining to my arraignment and legal issues as well...
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The concert: AFI
The concert ended up being so-so. We left two and half hours ahead of time. We got there half an hour late because our Mapquest directions were incorrect and we got trapped in the one way streets of San Fran.
Well, we finally get there and it took about another 45 minutes to get parking which led to us jogging over to...
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The concert ended up being so-so. We left two and half hours ahead of time. We got there half an hour late because our Mapquest directions were incorrect and we got trapped in the one way streets of San Fran.
Well, we finally get there and it took about another 45 minutes to get parking which led to us jogging over to...
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Yay! Tonight's going to be fun. Hunter and I got tickets to an AFI concert in San Francisco. It isn't until 7:30pm tonight but I've already been playing with my makeup and clothes to decide what I'm going to wear tonight. Tomorrow I have to study for an art history test. That's going to be blah, but oh well. Thanks for all the comments from...
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It turns out that everything's going to be okay... I spoke with my PD today about how to handle the case. I have decided to plead no contest with explanation. In my explanation I'm presenting evidence: My empty Seroquel bottle with "no refills left" on it, a letter from the pharmacist documenting that they were unable to fill my recent Seroquel prescription because the pills...
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aspasia:
I know I'd pay for a monthly service that would call/email me to let me know I'm almost out of pills and either need to get a new Rx or a refill.
Running out is the worst (as you obviously know).
I hope things get better for you.
Running out is the worst (as you obviously know).
I hope things get better for you.
aspasia:
Yeah, I remember when I was manic wanting adult supervision at all times. Even if I knew my behaviour wasn't *quite* right, I couldn't figure out how.
Today was a disaster. ...How to tell things in the order they happened.... ??
Well, I went to class today and couldn't really stay for more than a little while as I was passing out on my desk. I came home and took a nap. When I woke up, I had a strange inclination... See, I haven't been taking my bipolar meds because I thought...
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ignorantprodigy:
I would trust a public defender about as much as I would trust a killer whale. Do you have any priors or is this your first offense? If you have no priors then forget detention or even having a record, if you do there is still a good chance you will get little more then a fine and some classes IF you get a real attorney. The key to winning a court battle whether guilty as hell or otherwise is to have proper representation. Not to mention this is a pretty minor infraction. Wait... Why is Macy's suing you?
Could be worse.
I would trust a public defender about as much as I would trust a killer whale. Do you have any priors or is this your first offense? If you have no priors then forget detention or even having a record, if you do there is still a good chance you will get little more then a fine and some classes IF you get a real attorney. The key to winning a court battle whether guilty as hell or otherwise is to have proper representation. Not to mention this is a pretty minor infraction. Wait... Why is Macy's suing you?
Could be worse.
aspasia:
I know all about mania.
You *have* to keep taking your medication. The fact that you are feeling better means *'it's working.* And I know that's really hard--that you may have to take something everyday for the rest of your life--but it's better than feeling like something has taken over your body and made you do all sorts of crazy things.
*hugs*
You *have* to keep taking your medication. The fact that you are feeling better means *'it's working.* And I know that's really hard--that you may have to take something everyday for the rest of your life--but it's better than feeling like something has taken over your body and made you do all sorts of crazy things.
*hugs*
And another few days goes by...
Yay! All my classes are really interesting. I was able to add one more as well. I'm taking an upper level english class for three hours on friday mornings. It should get me a few more credits and hopefully not be too difficult or time consuming. It's about five o'clock right now on Sunday evening... Dad and Mom will...
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Yay! All my classes are really interesting. I was able to add one more as well. I'm taking an upper level english class for three hours on friday mornings. It should get me a few more credits and hopefully not be too difficult or time consuming. It's about five o'clock right now on Sunday evening... Dad and Mom will...
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lu66:
I'm glad you are enjying yur edducation. It seems so rare these days.. You are doing art college?? I have took art history classes too, and I loved it!! I wrote so long reports for my teacher that it could easily become a book. hehe 
Hi out there.
Just wanted to make a quick note on how things are going... I started school again and I'm taking several classes. I'm in government, art history, forensic anthropology and physical anthropology lab. For the most part, I think it should be a fairly interesting line-up for me. All my teachers seem well versed in their subjects, which is always a good thing....
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Just wanted to make a quick note on how things are going... I started school again and I'm taking several classes. I'm in government, art history, forensic anthropology and physical anthropology lab. For the most part, I think it should be a fairly interesting line-up for me. All my teachers seem well versed in their subjects, which is always a good thing....
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blue_richard:
I'm glad to hear things are going well for you
Hey girls, guys and suicide girls,
Just an update here... Things seem to be going well. I made it home back to my little, school domicile from my parents' house safely. Since I've been home, I cleaned the back bedroom, bathroom, office and did all the dishes. When I say clean, I mean CLEAN. I spent all day getting everything spotless. I also ordered some...
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Just an update here... Things seem to be going well. I made it home back to my little, school domicile from my parents' house safely. Since I've been home, I cleaned the back bedroom, bathroom, office and did all the dishes. When I say clean, I mean CLEAN. I spent all day getting everything spotless. I also ordered some...
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lu66:
so now I know who is who.... hehehheheh
around here, the law is much similar, but it depends on the way you see it. if something infringes another law (like racism or suicide incitation, both crimes), it can be turned down. not that this can solve anything in the web, but at least give the motherfuckers that are doing it a big headache.
much love and sorry for taking so long to answer.
around here, the law is much similar, but it depends on the way you see it. if something infringes another law (like racism or suicide incitation, both crimes), it can be turned down. not that this can solve anything in the web, but at least give the motherfuckers that are doing it a big headache.
much love and sorry for taking so long to answer.
spinhouse247:
Quite the list, yet interesting. Hope all is well. 