wugglyump

so i guess lately i've been less than cheery in my journals. well today is no exception.

it's lame i just had such the shit night last night, just somoene messaged me and was like yeah i just came back from having sex with someone for an hour and a half. and was just...if you know i've had the biggest thing for you since i was fifteen, why would you tell me this shit.

and i woke up with a lingering feeling of crap. he was in my dreams and i dont know. there were happy parts to my dream though, for example meeting Silva in my dream. that was happy.

well littledeaddoll and i are going to see skinny puppy saturday, and before that we were going to hang out with dude. but like now i dont know.

i hate feeling so bullshit over another person.

lame. i have a bad case of lame.