so...hmmm....i feel lke the piece of shit for calling out of work tonight, it was 80 degree weather. i'm sorry.
but i went out to dinner with my dad and my mom called while we were out, and after we left the place we were in the parking lot and my mom told me dad that they found out amie had been murdered and she struggled and i lost it. i was crying and hyperventilating (?)
and i'm sorry i keep venting only shitty shit in my journal. i just dont know. like...how to keep this together. but i'm not cry now. but for the past few days i've been getting so dizzy and my vision is getting shitty. and i miss amie.
and that is the end.
i hope my sleeping pills kick in soon.
thank you again for the nice words you've been leaving me. although i'm not fishing for it, i am honestly appreciative for it.
i need a hug.
but i went out to dinner with my dad and my mom called while we were out, and after we left the place we were in the parking lot and my mom told me dad that they found out amie had been murdered and she struggled and i lost it. i was crying and hyperventilating (?)
and i'm sorry i keep venting only shitty shit in my journal. i just dont know. like...how to keep this together. but i'm not cry now. but for the past few days i've been getting so dizzy and my vision is getting shitty. and i miss amie.
and that is the end.
i hope my sleeping pills kick in soon.
thank you again for the nice words you've been leaving me. although i'm not fishing for it, i am honestly appreciative for it.
i need a hug.
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The dizziness doesnt sound too good. I hope that quits soon.
Cheer up sweetie, she may have struggled but at least shes no longer suffering.
Like i said before its ok to cry, and celebrate the life she had, dont dwell on how she lost it.