A range of emotions this day. Although right now i feel honestly like i am going to throw up.
I got into quite the fight with my dad which ended in hugs. but he's still so upset and dissapointed at me and it just sucks i hate being a dissapointment. Because yes, i got my lip pierced today and i dont really have... Read More
it can be a lot of fun to do what others may consider to be "impractical" things once in a while. and that doesn't make you a shitty...anything, or a disappointment in any way. all of our parents have probably done things in the past that they don't want us to know about...it would make them look less "responsible" and parenty in our eyes. hope the upheaval settles down, and you can enjoy your new toy. a big hug here for now, and i'll give you one in person when i see you at manray this wednesday.
i need a massage. but um...work...yeah. work was worktacular. and i'm glad i dont have to work tomorrow. and working with Pookie was nice, although we were working in different areas.
So i finished off my wine last night. I can't remember like probably the last...hour of my being awake when on ambien. Mmm ambien. Best damn... Read More
Well i suppose so.
Work seven to ten, no manray for me
No shaking my bootie with Gasmaskboy. Damnit. My hands are a bit sweaty. work in a few hours. perhaps i wish i was starting at five and not so much seven. i washed my car again today. yum yum
i think...i think i want to make love to my car, or in... Read More
WHAT? A Social life?!! NO waaaaaaaaaaaaaay...........just Nachos! I never promised I would be "social"!! I mean, we live in the same town, probably 5 mins from each other and neither of us has made any attempt to meet the other and yet we BOTH complain about being BORED!! LMAO!!
i'm inhaling this bagel sandwich like nobody's business. i was going to eat some pizza today but i've been informed that Pnut got up on the table and dragged down the entire box of pizza and sammy, pnut, and ozmodiar gorged (?) on a cheeze and green pepper feast. FUCKERS!
i'm a bit dissapointed. i had a piece out of the... Read More
my hands are clammy. i hope that i'm not in for the night. i have this unknown saddness lingering. i can't quite place the reason for it. there's a pizza waiting for me downstairs buti have no appatite (?). it will be there when i do though. stackers make me not hungry. and although that's not the correct way to lose weight, i will take... Read More
See......... you're not alone. You have "Fans". Maybe not real life in the flesh fans, but fans none the less. So stop your pitty speech, aknowledge and move on!
It's cool. Being shy is kind of cute anyway. I just feel like I'm always the one chasing someone and it kid of get's old on occasion so I drop it and let it go. It's a fault of mine not yours. But thanks for being glad I'm back. Makes me feel good.
From now on...i'm going to keep all my plans a secret in hope of them actually happening. I'm not saying this in a bitter manner.
Another day, another day. on that note i hope Edea is feeling better. I love these jellybeans. they are ever so tastey. So yeah, i didn't hang out tonight, go drinking or anything, but i did hang out with someone.... Read More