wrigley

so i'm not sure what to do now that friends and the oc are gone. i feel lost.

last night i went out instead of studying. seems to have been a good plan since i'm about done studying for my final anyway.

i was discussing pregnancy tests with my friend abbey and when she was discussing what happens for each of the results i was like wait......i think i might be the stupidest person alive. we were all kind of confused back in december about how the test could say i wasn't pregnant but i could still not get my period and i could still feel pregnant and then shit could go down and i'd have to take meds to get tissue out......yeah, that's because i fucking read the mother fucking test wrong. who does this? me. i feel like the worst human being alive. like i could have prevented everything shitty from happening if i would have just known and done something. gone to the doctor or something.....yeah, makes me feel pretty worthless. worst part is, it took me 5 months to figure out i had done it wrong. how could i possibley be that stupid? it's a good thing i'm not having a kid because obviously i'd be a fucking shitty mother.

you pee on a stick, and you look at lines.....what kind of person messes that up.....oh yeah, me.