so some stuff went down tonight and im really confused. i dont know what to think. i mean i know what i feel and what that makes me want, but i just dont know. i cant sleep cuz i cant stop thinking about it.
God i wish that i could just open up to people and tell them how i feel. i am like physically uncapable of talking to anyone about something serious. it just really bugs me that i can t just go out and tell people how i feel.
maybe thats what got me into this position in the first place. not telling people how i feel. everyday i wish i could go back and make it right or somehow stop myself from doing what i did. and everyday i realize that i cant, that i possibly destroyed one of the best things ever.
and that its completely my fault and no one elses.
i miss her
God i wish that i could just open up to people and tell them how i feel. i am like physically uncapable of talking to anyone about something serious. it just really bugs me that i can t just go out and tell people how i feel.
maybe thats what got me into this position in the first place. not telling people how i feel. everyday i wish i could go back and make it right or somehow stop myself from doing what i did. and everyday i realize that i cant, that i possibly destroyed one of the best things ever.
and that its completely my fault and no one elses.
i miss her