worldablaze

Well, I have more or less officially stopped taking my meds. I had intended to ween myself off of them, but accidentally cut myself off for a week and decided to just stick with it. Unfortunately I am feeling the difference. I've already snapped at my superiors for shit that pissed me off twice within a week. I'll have to be careful. I'm hoping it's just the initial abstinence that's got me extra irritable. I'm not feeling any depression relapse, which I'll take as a really good sign, so I should just have to keep my temper in check. Now if only all these brainwashed little army pricks would stop aggrevating me...that will never happen though. At least until I've completed my organizational move. Speaking of which...I just picked up my physical lab results today and cleared my mental health eval. That puts me one step closer to being able to turn in my applications and paperwork packets for sniper school and Special Forces selection. Every step counts, every step makes me feel that tiny bit closer to leaving the regular army behind. I can't wait. I'm so excited.