The situation is getting out of control. I'm lashing out in all directions and I think I'm actually getting scared of myself again. If this doesn't stop, I'll be losing the few good relations I have and causing even more damage to the many fragile ones. I can't let any of that happen. If I keep snapping at all these worthless army officers and senior...
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Well, I have more or less officially stopped taking my meds. I had intended to ween myself off of them, but accidentally cut myself off for a week and decided to just stick with it. Unfortunately I am feeling the difference. I've already snapped at my superiors for shit that pissed me off twice within a week. I'll have to be careful. I'm hoping it's...
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I received my EoTech 557 SOCOM spec holographic weapon sight with 3x magnifier in the mail the other day. Was super stoked, until I actually got to use it today. Now I'm MONDO, super stoked. I zeroed it perfectly to my weapon and went on a couple night patrol. The night vision compatability is beyond expectations, and being able to reach out at 3x magnification...
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mavericka:
yes its my own writting. things get stuck in my head sometimes
Time seems to have slowed down all of a sudden. I think it's because I find myself looking forward to returning to the states for the first time on this deployment. For 10 months now I could give a fuck about whether I was here or back in NC. It really didn't seem like there was anything significant to look forward to. it's funny how...
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Not much to report. Mainly, I'm just feeling incredibly happy. That is very rare.
codi:
Good to hear!!! keep on smiling!!! 
worldablaze:
Thanks to you, I will.
Well, I ended up making my mind up and going for it. I signed my reenlistment contract on Tuesday. Even though I had approached the subject from every angle, it still felt scary to be signing away years of my life to the army again. It almost felt like I was betraying myself, I had told myself I wasn't going to do it for so...
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everythingzen:
Hope you guys had a safe Thanksgiving and had a decent dinner. Please tell all of the guys that everyone here back home misses them and we really appreciate everything you guys are sacrificing for our freedom and safety.
Please be safe over there...and if you need anything, let me know and I will send it out ASAP.
Please be safe over there...and if you need anything, let me know and I will send it out ASAP.
So now I've had a few days to let my new, drastic change of plans settle in a little. I've tested the waters for how I really feel about it, and I think I'm more enthusiastic than I have been for a very long time. I feel giddy. That sounds pretty fucking dorky, I know, but I think that's the best way of putting it....
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cherrylix:
I'm sure you'll succeed if you want something that bad. Passion plays a bit part in everything. It's like me applying for med school, I'm just gonna try over and over again because I know it's exactly what I want to do. Stay smiling And thanks for saying I'm yummy 
codi:
hey you!
well i'm sure you've heard it before and i'll say it again... we all make mistakes. and remembering why we made them will help us to avoid the same problems.
i don't know... the way i see it, is if i'm making mistakes, at least i'm learning...
its when you keep on repeating the same mistakes that you got a problem
how come one of you albums isn't there anymore??? i'm sure there were more pics...
chin up!
LOL here's one of those videos of the silly sailors if you can watch it.....
well i'm sure you've heard it before and i'll say it again... we all make mistakes. and remembering why we made them will help us to avoid the same problems.
i don't know... the way i see it, is if i'm making mistakes, at least i'm learning...
its when you keep on repeating the same mistakes that you got a problem
how come one of you albums isn't there anymore??? i'm sure there were more pics...
chin up!
LOL here's one of those videos of the silly sailors if you can watch it.....
worldablaze:
random stuff I'm into
This is one of the reasons I hate the regular army.When I was a civilian, I associated the military with discipline, efficiency and professionalism among other things. But instead the army is just one big amateur circus, and the clown act just isn't funny at all. Their idea of discipline is doing shit that makes no sense without questioning why. Their idea of efficiency is...
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divinetragedy:
Thanks a lot! I'm feeling a little better today, I actually went out and ran errands rather then laying around, moping all day. As for the piercings, well, they're neat, but even outside of the military they're not very acceptable. I know my job doesn't really allow them. I just sneak by sometimes. I can't wait to get more...
I just can't stop spending money. Whenever my life is stale or boring or I'm unhappy I just can't help but spend money on things I want. It's getting really out of hand these days. I've been ordering more tactical gear than I'll ever need. I keep telling myself that I'll use it throughout my career, but at this point I think I have enough...
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christylynn:
I am a poor college student who only wishes she had money to get tattoos and more piercings. Oh and more photography equipment and a larger apartment. haha. The way I see it is you earned it and at least you are spending on something you love. Good for you!! I know people that try to hoard money, spend it and have a good time right now. This is your life and it's happening right now so enjoy it!!
worldablaze:
Maybe I'll post something after my patrol, Snarky 
Thanks for the encouragement Christy, you're probably right. =)
Thanks for the encouragement Christy, you're probably right. =)
I hit an Iraqi motorcycle traffic cop with my humvee the other day. It was an accident, I was tired and messing with my camera. Luckily he wasn't hurt, so now the whole thing's just really amusing. How many people can say they knocked a cop off his bike and got away with it? That's what I thought.
angelicmisfit:
Hey there cutie! Thanks for the add xx
My head's a mess. I've been so sure that I just wanted to get the hell out of the army. The only reason I'd ever want to stay in was to go Special Forces, and i had decided not to. Now I'm not so sure. If I do though, I'd have to end up extending my contract by about 4 years. I can't figure out...
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