It's been a week since I picked it up. I have only just started reading. But, I find myself already in love with this book. However, it's a bitter sweet experience. It's a story of a woman who is forgotten as soon as she is out of sight. It's entrancing, but it's quickly become a heavy weight. I relate to Addie far too strongly. I...
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So, I got a new book for the first time in years the other day. I mean a physical copy, not digital. I've got plenty of books on my phone these days. But it's been quite a while since I had a new book physically in my hands. And good god I had forgotten how amazing they smell. I cracked it open to thumb through...
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So, I've got a friend who I met online that I exchange emails with. I think we bonded pretty quickly over our shared mental health issues, and have been talking for a year or so now. In the last email I received from her, she mentioned that the tone of my message sounded happy. That took me by surprise, because I don't feel happy. I...
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Cooking for 9 freaking people in the middle of summer sucks! I can't stop sweating now. Spending a couple hours in the kitchen with ovens and stoves on is miserable when combined with the triple digit heat. At least I got to eat dinner while it was still hot this time...
I'm too fat for this shit. Just got off of the rowing machine. I know it's been helping, but good god I hate exercise. On that note, I'm down about 30 pounds from my starting weight, which is nice. But, I still have a long way to go.
I used to think that the part of summer (other than the heat) that I hated the...
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Good old cycles of crazy. Sometimes I'm content where I am, keeping the day to day routine going. And other times... I just feel like running away. Maybe just for a short time, maybe for the rest of my life. I don't know.
I don't think I've ever had a proper vacation. Of course, I don't generally believe that I deserve one. Why would I?...
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You know it's bad... when you even start checking your spam folder, and are disappointed to find it empty. I don't even get spam messages anymore. I'm getting too lonely for my own good.
It's been ages since I last wore my hair down. My niece gets jealous of the natural wavy look it gets sometimes. Have I mentioned I hate selfies?
So, it's been about two months since I started actively trying to get healthier. I think I've lost about 23 pounds at this point. But I let myself get bad, so it's still a long way away
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So, like a lot of people, I've been playing Elden Ring these last couple of months. Picked it up at launch, and it's taken me quite a while to get through. And now, a few months later, I've hit my first wall. That wall being... the final boss. I've managed to get through everything else without getting stuck, minus a couple optional bosses I never...
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I know it wasn't a healthy thing to do. But I couldn't bring myself to get rid of Pilz-e's litter box.
Eight months later, I just got it into my head that I needed to do it. So, I just dumped all the litter out. Emptied the last vestiges of my best friend into the trash...
I know it needed to be done. I know...
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