Friend I haven't seen in a while gave me this.
No cream, no sugar, just the nectar of the gods.
So, I've gotten to see a friend of mine for the first time in a couple years. He's got a wife and two kids, and doesn't get out much anymore. We still talk all the time, just don't get to hang out much. It was cool. And he randomly surprised me with my favorite coffee.
It was cool, and it was nice of him. But it does touch on one of my internal struggles. On the one hand, I love that I have such generous people in my life. I appreciate them so much. But on the other hand, I really hate having generous people in my life. I hate not being able to reciprocate such acts of kindness. I know they don't expect me to, but I still wish I could. I love giving people gifts. But I haven't been able to afford it in so long now...
Nevertheless, I remain grateful to the handful of people in my life who care. And I'm just as grateful to the few of you who read through these random blogs of mine. Love you all.
