Well, I'm starting to lose touch with people... again. I tend to go through periods where I feel like I'm just bothering the people in my life, so I stop reaching out to them. On one hand, I do get tired of having to be the one who always texts first. But on the other hand, that's exactly why I start feeling like a pest. I mean, if they really wanted me in their lives, they'd at least text on occasion, right?
Yes, there's a rational part of my brain that understands that I shouldn't take it personally. It's just life, people get busy. But that irrational side just won't stop insisting that it's something I'm doing wrong.
Hell, I don't even blog here much anymore for the same reason. That, and my anxiety is really starting to keep me down.
I miss my little buddy. That cat was doing more to hold my sanity together than I realized.
I don't have much else at the moment, just needed to vent a bit.
