wolfwood1203

For the last year or so I've been putting a real effort towards no longer being single. Even going as far as to join four different dating sites. Despite my extreme awkwardness and complete lack of social skills I even forced myself to send out more messages than I can count. I can't even get a response, much less start a decent conversation or manage...
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I just spent the last 5 hours watching anime... I should go to sleep. But what can I say, The Devil is a Part Timer was a pretty good series. Tempted to watch something else, or to play some more dragon age, but I really should try to get a little sleep.

You know, I signed in to facebook right now... Horrible place. Don't go...
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It's that time of year again. I have two 15 page papers to write for the end of the semester. And slacker that I am, they're due Tuesday and Wednesday respectively and I haven't even really started. Sure I have a few pages done on one of them, but not nearly enough. I don't know what to write. I have 3 days to finish and...
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I feel like death. My whole body hurts. And I'm on fire. No idea how high the fever is. All I know is that I hurt. This took 20 minutes to type and autocorrect did most of the work.

So apparently grad school is taking its toll. My purchase from the store today was cigarettes, coffee, and ibuprofen. Nothing else. Seriously, the bags under my eyes are so dark I could probably pull off a Rocket Racoon cosplay...

I'm tired. Physically, mentally, emotionally, every way that a person can be tired.

Had a nasty allergy attack that I'm barely getting over. My sinuses were going berserk, and my head was throbbing for at least a few days.

This city is starting to get to me. Everywhere I go people seem to be staring angrily at me, and the other day I confirmed my...
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Yeah, so you know how in my last blog there was that glimmer of hope that things were starting to turn around after 28 years of shit? Well that all went right out the window. I got pretty fucking sick that week, took last week to recover, and still have this really fucked up lingering cough that won't leave me alone long enough to sleep....
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Okay. First week of class went alright. I'm taking a class that's focusing on the plays by Shaw, Pinter, and Beckette. The professor seems like a cool old dude, so aside from having 3 oral presentations and a 15 page paper, and like it's going to be a good class. The first play, one of Shaw's, is pretty good so far. The next class is...
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Had my first class at 10:30 this morning, now I'm stuck on campus waiting until 6 at night for my next class to start. I have another 4 hours to kill and absolutely nothing to do. This sucks! So bored!!!! End rant.

Insomnia is a bitch. And you have to love all of the "why don't you just try to sleep" comments. If it were about a lack of trying to sleep this wouldn't be an issue. It would be better if I at least had someone to talk to all night. Bored, lonely, and so goddamned tired...

For those of you who still read this crap. Summer's coming to an end, I'm still unemployed. And now I found out that my job won't be back until September at the earliest. So I get to spend the rest of the month feeling like a useless sack of shit until school starts up again. Then I'm a useless sack of shit with 1000+ pages...
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So today my buddy decided he wanted to go to the bar, had a bad day and all that. And while we were there I ran into this guy I fell out of contact with who I've known since gradeschool. We talked bout what we've been up to over the years, and when I told him my situation (the unemployment that led to a mild...
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