Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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Ugh!

blackeyed

I am such a social retard.

No specific incident precipitated this revelation, just a sense of excessive expectations ruining the immediacy of the moment.

whatever
catiedid:
kiss
pixilated101:
you were correct and it did not take long... frown

Saturday Jul 30, 2005

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So, I went out tonight.

I think I have a new friend.

She did most of the talking. Sometimes I feel like I have lead such an uneventful life. No stories of addiction, or abuse, or illegitimate children. I am quite a mundane man.

She seems so... sure of herself. I guess tragic circumstances can make you realize... something which is beyond me at the...
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catiedid:
No stories of addiction, or abuse, or illegitimate children.

i would consider this positive. it most definitely doesn't make you a "mundane man"

yeah! for new friends. i hope that means you had a good weekend.

Thursday Jul 28, 2005

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The windows are wide open, and I can hear the rain falling outside.

surreal
catiedid:
it washes over me and brings me peace

Wednesday Jul 20, 2005

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Someone left a tape of the Ironman Coeur d'Alene race at work for me. How kind. It makes you smile, to think that people who are a minor part of your life (ie. customers at work) think of you, and make an extra effort to be sweet. I wish I knew who it was. It is inspiring. Note to self: be a sweet man.

I...
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catiedid:
true happiness can only be found within...took lots of therapy and lots of mistakes to make me finally realize that...

have a great time camping this weekend. smile

Wednesday Jul 20, 2005

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catiedid:
your yard has such potential!!! i love working out in the yard and gardening!! i even love to weed... biggrin

Saturday Jul 09, 2005

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My tragus is pierced!

I would post pictures, but my ears are too hairy...

tongue
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catiedid:
kiss smile

how does the new pierce feel?
catiedid:
new piercing = sleep...hmmmm, interesting! biggrin

looks good! i like it. kiss

Thursday Jul 07, 2005

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Frozen waffles fill me with such ambivalence. So sweet with the syrup drenched on them, yet the middle is always cold (or the edges burnt).

Just made an appointment for a piercing on Saturday.

Going to go see a Spielberg flick tonight.

the not me who i am
the me who i am not
the not me who am i
the me who am i...
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catiedid:
warm up the syrup so that if the middle of the waffle is still a little cold, the syrup will warm it smile it's taken me many years to perfect frozen waffle goodness biggrin
catiedid:
did you try them the way i told you? did it work? were they the best damn frozen waffles you ever had?! wink

Tuesday Jul 05, 2005

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Today, I worked, mowed the lawn, and load the truck for a run to the dump. And I still feel like I accomplished nada nuevo.

Have to work in six hours, and I have no desire to go to bed. Gonna bike in the morning, so that means getting up earlier.

I think I will go see a play tomorrow.

Love's Labour's Lost
catiedid:
are you gonna take your camera? wink

Monday Jul 04, 2005

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Just watched Spanglish. I never use to cry so easily. WTF?

I am actually debating going out for a smoke. It has been over eleven days since I rolled one. A creature of habit.

So, work is kinda of interesting at the moment. I bailed on them back in the second week of May, then came back for three shifts in June, and then...
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catiedid:
you do triatholons??!! WOW impressive!!!

it rained at the fireworks last night, not really hard, just enough to slowly soak through clothes and chill the skin. it was fun anyway!

did you decide what you are gonna get pierced?
red09989:
He, he. If I had any credit, that might be an option.

Triatholons look seriously gruelling. That IS pretty impressive;and admirable.

I have my tragus pierced. I wanted to do both, but decided against it cause it took really long to heal and I've never really been comfortable sleeping on that side ever since. Don't know if that would factor into your decision or not. smile

Saturday Jul 02, 2005

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ugh!

That night shift blew. I never did find my groove. I was considering calling in sick for tonight's shift, but I need to stop avoiding,,, everything.

Just got an e-mail from my grandmother. I forgot the grandparents headed over to England a couple of days ago. Me bad.

so tired... and sick...

The coughing phase has begun.

blackeyed

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update:

Movies I am aniticipating!!!

Broken...
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catiedid:
if being invisible is not an option then neither is being an aspiring recluse wink smile

i hope you had a good weekend.
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