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I am starting to get stupid with work again--I just worked for almost twenty-four hours.

I am almost too tired to get into details, but I think I am going to give it a shot.

I work at 7-11. As an assistant manager. Right now I am splitting shifts between two stores. One store just got a new manager a couple of weeks ago, and...
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beledi:
You definitely need a vacation. Wow...
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I got back last night!

Glad I went.

Actually got to return in first class since the plane was so empty (due to the threat of cabin crew strike with British Airways).

Got pierced and tattooed in Amsterdam--that was kinda cool.

Watched a FC Barcelona football match--also very cool.

Barcelona was the more "tourist" destination, wandering around to all the attractions, taking lots of pictures...
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Six more sleeps until I am off to Europe!

I am a little nervous.

But a change of scenario should be a welcome respite. Six days in Amsterdam, and nine days in Barcelona.

In other news, I applied for University this fall. I decided there is no way I want to be in retail for the next twenty years. I have peaked in my current...
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beledi:
Sounds like a great trip. smile

Good luck with the university pursuit, and the marathon and ironman! It's always better to have plans and aim for something.
beledi:
It's funny that you mentioned shovelling snow...'cause I did that earlier today. surreal

Kitties in one's lap is always nice, and not really pitiful, unless you're having a pity party while they're there. However, my cats are not into the pity party and tend to ignore me when I'm depressed, so them being in my lap is ok smile
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My ears are ringing. Just got back from seeing Hatebreed.

I am getting too old for shows. Maybe I was always too old. Cause all I do is stand, and occasionally nod my head.

The bouncer at the door actually made a comment about my age. "Man, you are old!" Does that mean he assumed I was younger?

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beledi:
Haha...silly bouncers. One once said to me 'dude, you're older than I am!' He was all of 22 I'm sure...
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Doing the last of my night shifts tonight. Hopefully the last for a long time.

Made the mistake of watching Grey's Anatomy just before going to work.
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I think about her, always.

The only time life seems worth living is in her presence.

But my presence only seems to annoy & irritate her,
and I am only worth consideration when she needs something.

I need to... die?

Live my own life?

Fuck if I know.

surreal tongue

So, she came by and visited yesterday. And asked for $1000 to help pay her bills.

whatever
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beledi:
Awwww...Kitty needs to be more friendly...
beledi:
So what did you think of Grey's last night?
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I dreamt I was fat. Or at least quite chunky--the ryan reynolds in just friends girth. In reality, I am the lightest weight since high school, losing fifteen pounds in the last two months.

In the dream, my hair was absolutely fabulous. In reality, I have never be comfortable with my hair style, which is why I started trimming it all off a few years...
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beledi:
So you could be fat with fantastic hair... wink

Dreams are weird.
beledi:
I do, unfortunately. I just had a dream last night that a guy I cheated on my ex with who has recently reentered my life was comforting me after I locked myself out of my car on a really rough day. Let's hope that my subconcious isn't telling me something, 'cause as far as I know, I don't want that guy to be comforting me right now.
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The Golden Virgins are doing there last gig ever October 27, 2006.

Songs of Praise was one of my favourite albums from 2004.

I should use up some airmiles and head over to Sunderland.


What of day of extremes emotionally. Balance is sorely required.



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beledi:
I hope that the emotional extremes were on the up, rather than the down.

And thanks for the congrats smile
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Love as thou whilst.
You will find it and lose it, again, and again.

So, I have lived on my own for two weeks now. God, I miss her.

But, it is for the best. Unrequitted love sucks.

Time to focus on myself once again.

Time to be happy again.

What is happiness? Today, I actually just looked at the good things in my life...
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Well, that lasted longer than I thought, but once again my low expectations were met.

I have been on holiday since Monday. Heading out of town with the roommate on Saturday for a week in BC. She is having second thoughts about going with me. How sad--when anticipation is replaced by trepidation.

So, at the moment I am sitting at home alone, a couple of...
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