wolfangel

I cannot sleep. I have slept about four hours in the last three days. Just finished watching Fight Club. Perhaps not the best viewing choice when you have insomnia. Or perhaps a great choice.

My problem is, whenever I lay down to trying and sleep the silence becomes overwhelming. Psuedo-conversations. That is my bane. Going through conversations in your head is so... futile. Considering...
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mind games...

i am too... fragile (?) for them...

can't...stop...sneezing...

aacchhooo...

Kept my 100m repeats below 2 minutes tonight.

Sat around waiting for HER to call, and finally just went for a swim. I think I may have had an epiphany--try and keep your stroke in line with your body!



Another epiphany--I should just call HER!

16 days to go!!!

I am baking oatmeal chocolate chip cookies!

Events have conspired against me. Or perhaps for me.

I slept in. I have been sleeping really crappy lately, so on my days off I turned my alarm off--which I never do. I also turned my phone off last night, in an attempted to avoid HER.

So, almost half my shift is now over. I was standing in the shower a few minutes ago, ready...
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Love is a FEELING, it shines out of the heart area in a gentle way, like sunshine. It doesn't feel like anything to BE loved, but it feels like JOY TO love someone OR something. Love comes all of a sudden, and it goes just as suddenly. Normal healthy people would just let it go when it's gone and not try to FORCE something to...
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I have embraced the consumer culture fully.

Trying to fill the emptiness with material products.