a group of people who miss the same imaginary place
forgot how quick showers are without any hair... did not even fog up the mirrors...
la whatever
Do evil thoughts make an evil person? Or is it just a beginning?
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pixilated101:
I hope not...if so then all that effort that I put forth to control my evil urges is wasted...if you are going to be evil for thoughts alone then you may as well get the satisfaction of doing the deed... 
pixilated101:
A similar ? could be...
who are we really...the one that everybody sees, our actions...or the one that no one but we see, our thoughts?
Action makes evil...
who are we really...the one that everybody sees, our actions...or the one that no one but we see, our thoughts?
Action makes evil...
It is my grandfathers birthday today. he is...seventy-three. Had to do the math--which is what I have been reduced to to figure out my own age the last few years. Sometime around twenty-four birthdays started to loose all relevance. Now I usually only get gifts from my mother.
Anyway, it was my grandfather's birthday, and I did not go visit. I am starting to get...
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Anyway, it was my grandfather's birthday, and I did not go visit. I am starting to get...
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pixilated101:
Before I let the day slip me by...happy b-day... 
try not to spend the whole day alone...
try not to spend the whole day alone...
joshof13thfloor:
_medea_ said for me to come tell you happy birthday so...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Have a good one, man.
Peace.
-Josh
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Have a good one, man.
Peace.
-Josh
Picked up my new mattress yesterday. It sits ten inches higher off the ground! 
Ever since I hit the ditch a month ago, my back has been aching when I wake up. I actually was sleeping on the day bed half the time-which was a slight improvement.
Eating vanilla breyer's ice cream and blueberrys at the moment. I gotta stop buying fruit from Costco--the pack...
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Ever since I hit the ditch a month ago, my back has been aching when I wake up. I actually was sleeping on the day bed half the time-which was a slight improvement.
Eating vanilla breyer's ice cream and blueberrys at the moment. I gotta stop buying fruit from Costco--the pack...
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beledi:
Costco is a scary scary place man. everything is gigantic...more food than anyone would eat unless there were 10 people in the same house.
Costco is a scary scary place man. everything is gigantic...more food than anyone would eat unless there were 10 people in the same house.
pixilated101:
yea I throw away way too much fruit also... 
I am going to sell my house next spring. Definitely. Maybe.
I want to live in the city. Where there are some decent trails, regular transit, nearby pubs, and a local triathlon club.
I have now lived in the suburbs for two-thirds of my life. In the same house. In my present circumstances...
I want to live in the city. Where there are some decent trails, regular transit, nearby pubs, and a local triathlon club.
I have now lived in the suburbs for two-thirds of my life. In the same house. In my present circumstances...
beledi:
sounds like you need a change babe. good luck.
pixilated101:
that's it ... shake it up...
I's is burnt out. Running on seven hours sleep in the last fifty-four hours...
I thought I had more to say.
Bought a couple of pictures--I really like my sunflower painting, reminds me of Leanne. That one summer she had sunflowers planted all over the yard that were taller than the garage! Death sucks.
Bought new glasses & contacts. The contacts I bought nine years...
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I thought I had more to say.
Bought a couple of pictures--I really like my sunflower painting, reminds me of Leanne. That one summer she had sunflowers planted all over the yard that were taller than the garage! Death sucks.
Bought new glasses & contacts. The contacts I bought nine years...
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pixilated101:
not slate...but fake slate...the laminate tile that looks like stone...I think it shall be easier to keep clean( it is in living room and dinning room area) ...when I get around to re-doing the kitchen floor in a few years I may go with real slate...
maybe you should take a few months off from working out(completely) to get your guilt level up high enough to support training for an entire season...
maybe you should take a few months off from working out(completely) to get your guilt level up high enough to support training for an entire season...
nada nuevo...
pixilated101:
those 2 words tell the story of my life...
I may be beyond redemption. Somewhere between planning and implementation I lose my...focus?
This weeks project: transform your living space into a reflection of your personality. Perhaps the empty walls are all the reflection I need...
This weeks project: transform your living space into a reflection of your personality. Perhaps the empty walls are all the reflection I need...
beledi:
colour. and art. do it!
Had my second car accident on Sunday. Returning from the half ironman triathlon, I nodded off and hit the ditch.
where is the off switch?
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wolfangel:
just a sore back muscle and $3000 damage to the car...
may not do the olympic distance race this weekend
may not do the olympic distance race this weekend
pixilated101:
$3000...that's a lot of beer...
real goals based on my long training runs and bikes:
swim - 1:40 bike - 7:10 run - 4:45 t1 and t2 - 20 min
overall -13:37
bike took 4hrs 20sec, wind 4MPH, about 83F I felt good until about the 50 mile mark...I did a 90 miler a few weeks back and had a faster MPH with 8MPH wind and a lot cooler 69F....but on both bikes I felt tired about the 50 mile mark...
run took 2hrs 13min 10sec...I ran until mile 7...then I would walk 1/4 and run the other 3/4...I walked the last mile in 20 min...I drank 24 oz of fluid on the first 11 miles...and on the last mile I drank 24oz of water...I flet like I was going to puke...too much water, too fast???..
when I got done I felt like shit...but now about 2hrs later I'm feeling a little better...
Any thoughts...I'm I ready?...
Oh yea I got a little saucy the night before...that may have had an effect...