Saturday Nov 06, 2004

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i hate talking on the phone...

actually, conversations in general confound me...

bok
beledi:
i hear ya.
beledi:
hey mr. cryptic. wink

Friday Nov 05, 2004

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smile

Friday Nov 05, 2004

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mad mad mad

I am so full of anger. I keep berating myself for getting frustrated over trivial matters, but nonetheless I fall back into the same coping strategies.

So, rather than deal with the consequences of my anal attitude, I just left work early today. Make some hot chocolate, pick a book to read, and relax for the rest of the day. Either that or quit my...
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Wednesday Nov 03, 2004

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The new girl at work is so cute... and so young.

We were discussing how I have no life, and she said for Xmas she would find me a woman. eeek

She does not have an older sister--I asked. whatever

I watched My Life Without Me last night. Excellent movie. Sarah Polley is enchanting.

Locked myself out of the house today. This was at 11AM. I discovered...
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pixilated101:
I once locked myself out of my house 2 times in 2 days...that is when I started hanging my keys on the deadbolt knob...that way I had to lift my keys off the knob to open the door...now my new house does not have a deadbolt...i have locked myself out once in the 1 year that I have lived here...

blah, blah...

I got a new tattoo...M-dot...

nothing wrong with cute, young girls...maybe you should ask her out...how young?... wink

Tuesday Nov 02, 2004

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hint: when i call the cops to get you out of the store, I am NOT going to hire you, so stop worrying about filling out the application...
pixilated101:
No way...that shit does not work like in "Empire Records"... biggrin


I need something I can do on a daily basis and track in written form...like training for an endurance event... wink

Saturday Oct 30, 2004

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Took me eighteen months, but I finally got my IM poster framed. I spent almost half the amount of the entry fee for next year's race.

I ended up working on my days off this week. I am always surprised at how quickly my mood can swing depending on the shift I am working. Evenings I can focus on customer service and mundane tasks--hence a...
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Friday Oct 29, 2004

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whatever
pixilated101:
you've already used this jounal entry... wink

Tuesday Oct 26, 2004

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I need to become...
Why so much fear and trepidation at the prospect?
So little joy, but the greatest joy usually come from little things. I need more little things in my life.
Such as?
Waking up early and watching the sun rise.
Having an orderly abode.
The warm fatigue after hard work out.
Making someone smile

Sarah Sleane is in town tonight, with Ron...
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Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

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smile

Two days off!

Need to do more than sit at home a look at porn--so the plan is to not turn on the computer for the next 48 hours.

later

Saturday Oct 16, 2004

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IT IS SNOWING!!!

Time to get the bike out!

biggrin mad biggrin mad tongue
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pixilated101:
I don't think so...I'm going to take about a year off from swimming and get some more ink...I plan on shifting back to mostly running with some biking in just for fun...my goals now are to lower my volume of workout so that I can have some more time to have a social life...I need to get laid... frown

I would be lying if I said that at some point in the future I would not return to the sport...I would like to better my Iron time...
beledi:
exactly as recommended. but i had nearly 5 gallons of them, AND this year, the skins were tough and very reluctant to let go. wink

Monday Oct 11, 2004

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hate the lows, regret the highs...
the perpetuation of futility...
long for an end to the cycle...

whatever

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pixilated101:
truly...if I'm there at the starting line on race day when the gun fires...then I have already won...
beledi:
*hugs*

how are you doing?

Friday Oct 08, 2004

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damn, left the milk sitting on the counter this morning!
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