I am going steadily crazy. I know, I know, nowadays who isn't crazy. But having always been crazy I know from crazy. Maybe you feel this too. The steadily creeping pained crazy of a senseless world that is not built for mankind. Somewhere along the road it was forgotten that we evolved to exist in the world that was here and then we rushed headlong...
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All the worlds your ashtray, Im just your Marlboro.
Light me up then butt me, youre sick & beautiful.
Its Bamby meets Godzilla, a 3D free for all. Set me up then stomp me, youre sick & beautiful.
Squeeze me like your lemon, then mix with alcohol. Shake me hard then down me, youre sick & beautiful.
Youre gravy with gasoline & wicked with whipping...
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Light me up then butt me, youre sick & beautiful.
Its Bamby meets Godzilla, a 3D free for all. Set me up then stomp me, youre sick & beautiful.
Squeeze me like your lemon, then mix with alcohol. Shake me hard then down me, youre sick & beautiful.
Youre gravy with gasoline & wicked with whipping...
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Well with the U.S. election having just occured I felt I should take this opportunity to bore the hell out of anyone who cares with my own personally political ideology.
WARNING! There will be gratuitous swearing.
Bush is a fucking piece of shit cocksucker and everybody who voted for him deserves him
Gay marriage; This should not be an issue fucking ever! Civil marriage is...
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WARNING! There will be gratuitous swearing.
Bush is a fucking piece of shit cocksucker and everybody who voted for him deserves him
Gay marriage; This should not be an issue fucking ever! Civil marriage is...
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dusty:
i know this is a long time coming...but i never figured that pulling at ones underwear had hints of bondage...but boy oh boy...BONDAGE...im quite fond of it as well!!! xox dusty...p.s. thanks for that comment oh so long ago... 
In the beginning there was void, but there was no beginning. The void, which exists now, has always existed and will always exist, is infinite. I use infinite in the sense that it has neither beginning nor end whether measured spatially or temporally. There exists within the void the limited possibility of existence spontaneously erupting. As we expand our consciousness we come to realize that...
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oktober:
I think my brain just sucked itself inside out for a second...
There is an awesome part of a particular 'Church of the Subgenius Hour of Slack' radio show that went pretty much the way your entry went... Only with messed up noises, music, and effects warping in and out. It makes your mind cramp up, and runs about 5 or so minutes long....
There is an awesome part of a particular 'Church of the Subgenius Hour of Slack' radio show that went pretty much the way your entry went... Only with messed up noises, music, and effects warping in and out. It makes your mind cramp up, and runs about 5 or so minutes long....
Well my three week hiatus from work has come to a screeching halt as has my proclivity for posting like a mad man.
Ever wonder?
Anyway I am in a mood one of those painfully delicious moods where I occupy the vast expanse of my mind working diligently on a comic book world I have inhabitated on and off for nye on 20 years.
Will...
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Ever wonder?
Anyway I am in a mood one of those painfully delicious moods where I occupy the vast expanse of my mind working diligently on a comic book world I have inhabitated on and off for nye on 20 years.
Will...
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lubricatedgoat:
one thing you will learn about Capricorns is that we never finish personal projects.....we need someone to tell us it is done and looks good........lg
knocturnal:
Hi I just recently read your post a while back on Time Travel, and being a person extremely interested in these experiences I just wanted to read more of your insight on the subject, ie. recent attempts/successes. Also what books could you recommend on the subject? Although I have been interested in the subject for a long while, I have only recently gotten up enough courage to acknowledge the fact that I myself possess psychic ability which is most likely hereditary considering both my mother and grandmother are very in tune with their own abilities. Anyway, just wanted to pick your brain a little more, thanks.
I had a thought last night. Let's say that humanity devided into several camps on the whoel space question. Some went for terrafroming. Some went for genetic manipulation to created humans that coudl survive different environments. Some genetically modified non human life for other planets. And on and on for however many ideas could be explored.
Let's say that billions of years from now life...
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Let's say that billions of years from now life...
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alisa:
for joining my cartoon group!
for joining my cartoon group!
rainbowelf:
hahaha, there are many extra-terrestrials in the galaxy and beyond. I believe even on other planets in our solar system there are extra-terrestrials, but perhaps not in physical form. So many scientists also forget that there are other dimensions like the ether, kether, astral, and celestial to name just a few. Anyone who knows how to travel these dimensions will meet the inhabitants and they do inhabit our other planets. At least they do in my paradigm, for in my paradigm I have met many of them.
Yet another day. I sit drinking 7up wondering what the trees are thinking. I suppose I could just go ask but that is not my mood. I watched brotherhood of the wolf for the umpteenth time again last night and was reminded what a wonderful movie it is. I was reminded also of the animals and how I miss them. Of how I miss camping...
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oktober:
I have yet to see that movie... I will check it out soon though since you reminded me of it.
All my camping has been festival camping so far... Fun, but not the REAL thing.
And yes, life moves along as it does... For better if we can help it
All my camping has been festival camping so far... Fun, but not the REAL thing.
And yes, life moves along as it does... For better if we can help it
Right and wrong, to my mind are judgements we our selves make. That to judge right and wrong for others assumes that there exists some universal guiding right. That assuming that requires the assumption that their is some form of intellect which devised or guided this right. That in effect this divine right is a manifestation of some kind of god. That essentially to judge...
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oktober:
*sorry this is way too long!!!*
If it is in the Bujinkan curriculum we study it. Certain things like inton jutsu are a little out of the league or interest to the average martial artist. We focus on the combat side of things, but we can learn the special stuff if want to. The truth is, there are very few people truly qualified to teach it. If you REALLY REALLY want to learn the secret stuff you need to go to Japan with lots of money, time, and hope to get the trust of one of the Shihan. I don't have time for that myself, I have better things to do, like not play Canadian Ninja.
I know many Ninjutsu teachers and they all have specialties... So if somebody decided they needed to be FAC certified for restricted and unrestricted weapons I know just the man. He also teaches offensive driving to security, body gaurds, special agents, and military... I'm sure he has many other specialties. I know the perfect people to go to if you want to learn Combat Ki or amatsu tartara...
I find most of the extra ninja stuff cool, but mostly useless unless you want to be cool or plan a career that requires those types of skills. Let's face it, we're in modern times and most of us have day jobs and don't need to learn the ancient arts of brewing poisons or how to break into castles.
Ninja nerds are a little hard to take. Yes, I think that we should be active in keeping the traditions alive, but very few people have the actual time to learn them all. I have my interests and I know who can teach me what I want to know. I can also help people find teachers for what they want to know. I find ninja nerds, or any over-serious person totally unbearable. If they have no sense of humor, I don't have the time for them.
I'm a serious practitioner, but I'm totally tired of the ninja dorks that honestly think they are REAL ninja warriors. Even Hatsumi Sensei claims that Takamatsu Sensei was the last REAL ninja.
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If it is in the Bujinkan curriculum we study it. Certain things like inton jutsu are a little out of the league or interest to the average martial artist. We focus on the combat side of things, but we can learn the special stuff if want to. The truth is, there are very few people truly qualified to teach it. If you REALLY REALLY want to learn the secret stuff you need to go to Japan with lots of money, time, and hope to get the trust of one of the Shihan. I don't have time for that myself, I have better things to do, like not play Canadian Ninja.
I know many Ninjutsu teachers and they all have specialties... So if somebody decided they needed to be FAC certified for restricted and unrestricted weapons I know just the man. He also teaches offensive driving to security, body gaurds, special agents, and military... I'm sure he has many other specialties. I know the perfect people to go to if you want to learn Combat Ki or amatsu tartara...
I find most of the extra ninja stuff cool, but mostly useless unless you want to be cool or plan a career that requires those types of skills. Let's face it, we're in modern times and most of us have day jobs and don't need to learn the ancient arts of brewing poisons or how to break into castles.
Ninja nerds are a little hard to take. Yes, I think that we should be active in keeping the traditions alive, but very few people have the actual time to learn them all. I have my interests and I know who can teach me what I want to know. I can also help people find teachers for what they want to know. I find ninja nerds, or any over-serious person totally unbearable. If they have no sense of humor, I don't have the time for them.
I'm a serious practitioner, but I'm totally tired of the ninja dorks that honestly think they are REAL ninja warriors. Even Hatsumi Sensei claims that Takamatsu Sensei was the last REAL ninja.
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oktober:
Totally man! Balance is key always... So many people think that balanced people are all serious and super focused and they try live that architype... It's really funny to see those kinds of people. We had this karate kid come to our dojo and he could not relax or even smile. Like it would probably hurt him if he did.
I've never trained with the Victoria Bujinkan guys ever... Well I have, but only with the guys that left the Victoria dojo to try other schools. We've been quietly running our school in our little corner of the Island for a good chunk of time now. Our dojos had some differing ideas on certain things...
I hear there is a new Bujinkan dojo in Victoria under another guy that my instructor used to train along side. We thought about dropping by to see what the vibe is like. It's always good to make friends.
I've never trained with the Victoria Bujinkan guys ever... Well I have, but only with the guys that left the Victoria dojo to try other schools. We've been quietly running our school in our little corner of the Island for a good chunk of time now. Our dojos had some differing ideas on certain things...
I hear there is a new Bujinkan dojo in Victoria under another guy that my instructor used to train along side. We thought about dropping by to see what the vibe is like. It's always good to make friends.
Truth is the actuality of events of a fixed point in space/time.
You ever just want to vomit without preamble. No heaving, no gasping, no doubling over. One second you sit there then next spew on the computer.
That is how I feel right now. I have that strange heavy hara feeling of unmet potential and I want to spew a'sudden, release those inner demons...
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You ever just want to vomit without preamble. No heaving, no gasping, no doubling over. One second you sit there then next spew on the computer.
That is how I feel right now. I have that strange heavy hara feeling of unmet potential and I want to spew a'sudden, release those inner demons...
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oktober:
The demons are the Akishra. They are energy leeches, and feed on your vices. There are Akishra for all weaknesses including tobacco Akishra, alcohol akishra, McDonald's Akishra, self doubt Akishra... They feed on those things, and they fill YOU with THEIR needs by making subliminal suggestions so you think it is what YOU want. Clever parasite isn't it?
Haha! At least that is what the Subgenius book Revelation X says to blame. Works for me, at least on a metaphorical level.
Haha! At least that is what the Subgenius book Revelation X says to blame.
Works for me, at least on a metaphorical level.
Another day, another life another death.
I look forward to collapsing on my bed at the end of the day and remind myself that falling asleep is akin to dying. I will awake new born tomorrow, a new self, which will sadly be unreflected in the world around me. In response, with childlike self indulgance, I will hit the snooze button.
I look forward to collapsing on my bed at the end of the day and remind myself that falling asleep is akin to dying. I will awake new born tomorrow, a new self, which will sadly be unreflected in the world around me. In response, with childlike self indulgance, I will hit the snooze button.
So I just smoked a joint with a friend of mine a bit ago and I am pretty excited about that. Has this ever happened to you: I used to smoke pot everyday as often as possible. Then I went through this period when I did not smoke at all. Then I got back into it on a regular basis but suddenly it was makin...
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rainbowelf:
They were an elite group of partiers in Victoria that threw really cool conscious trance parties. They are no-longer having parties, though.
oktober:
Hey there,
I too have gone through my on again off again enjoyment of weed. For almost exactly the same reasons as you. That fucked up feeling when you aren't sure if you are breathing properly or at all.... Not fun, but as you said it does go away if you don't dwell on it. I've been smoking it with no ill effects at all for the better part of a year now... Maybe I just had to teach the old brain to take it and like it
About color and clothes... If you ever meet RainbowElf in real life, you will know there is at least one dude that wears crazy colors on purpose... Its quite the sight. He actually made the papers a few weeks ago simply because he was so damn rainbowy!
I too have gone through my on again off again enjoyment of weed. For almost exactly the same reasons as you. That fucked up feeling when you aren't sure if you are breathing properly or at all.... Not fun, but as you said it does go away if you don't dwell on it. I've been smoking it with no ill effects at all for the better part of a year now... Maybe I just had to teach the old brain to take it and like it
About color and clothes... If you ever meet RainbowElf in real life, you will know there is at least one dude that wears crazy colors on purpose... Its quite the sight.
He actually made the papers a few weeks ago simply because he was so damn rainbowy!
I am quite excited that I was accepted into the local regional group yay.
But on another note I am in a mood. Heck I am often in a mood. I am not a fan of the society we live in. I'll tell you a story. I have heard all the buzz on changing the sytem and blah blah but I don't buy into it....
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But on another note I am in a mood. Heck I am often in a mood. I am not a fan of the society we live in. I'll tell you a story. I have heard all the buzz on changing the sytem and blah blah but I don't buy into it....
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punkinhead:
Hey,
Great Taoist thought.
Who are you at this exact moment??
be well,
ph
Great Taoist thought.
Who are you at this exact moment??
be well,
ph