I guess I would say that it has been awhile since I updated. Its been along time to have such few thoughts. What have I been doing? Who have i been doing? That is the cuclye and this is the life. but sadness prevails, drugs never go away and I never sem to have what I want, ever. Is this just imatture rantings, well probably, but I do not seem to care. I live and Survive, again. Why is it that I am sitting drinking alone, in the dark, jsut after midnight? I would imagine that it is by choice, but isit really? Self intetional loathing, Leather dreams, the rope, did I tie it to tight? What Have I become, Just my usual self,
hazelscum134:
I see that you learned something at evergreen, the home of drinking alone in the dark, lieing to yourself telling yourself that you are happy and you wouldn't change anything. I do the same thing. smackthe ol roomate in the shitter once for me and spit on your neighbor. miss ya bro, fuck yourself